I Was Never Her Video (MV)

There's something about this time of year
That makes me long for another life I lived
Or at least I think I did
My nose is stinging from the air
Come through my chest 'til you are warm again
You're a cold breeze
I expel you when I'm done with you
And by then I've changed you
When I'm done with you
And by then I've changed

I should know
I should know much better than
Then all of this
We fight what is
With how we go
How we go on being and
Even who we are
And all of this
And all of this

That night seemed just so damn routine
Easy dinner, drinks, and then went off to sleep
I didn't feel you changing
I get your reasons for leaving
And for waiting 'til I was asleep because
I can't explain
That I was never her
And she was never me
I was never her
Just a ghost of who I thought I should be

I should know
I should know much better than
Then all of this
We fight what is
With how we go
How we go on being and
Even who we are
And all of this
And all of this

All that I know
All that I am
Are different pieces of each life I've ever lived

I sometimes wonder what your drive home must've been like
Taking sips to soak the aches at the red lights
It's drowning you
I'm drowning too
We think of all the times we should've known

I should know
I should know much better than
Then all of this
We fight what is
With how we go
How we go on being and
Even who we are
And all of this
And all of this
I should know
I should know much better than
(I should know, I should know)
I should know
I should know much better than
(I should know, I should know)
With how we go
How we go on being and
Even who we are
And all of this
And all of this