I try to turn the gun on myself
Drinking till I become numb
Feeling no one ever will love me
Let my mind and body go
So I can live in peace
But these shadows in the bottle won't set me free
I'm screaming in silence lost in the dark
Chasing the demons that tear me apart
With every sip I'm drowning in doubt
Living in a world that I can't figure out
The whiskey whispers sweet lies to me
Promises of solace in the agony
But every sip pulls me further away
From the light that I can barely see
And these chains of my making are all that I breathe
I'm screaming in silence lost in the dark
Chasing the demons that tear me apart
With every sip I'm drowning in doubt
Living in a world that I can't figure out
Time ticks slowly but it's speeding by
Waves of regret as the bottle runs dry
I reach for the sky but I keep falling down
In this war with myself I'm losing the crown
I'm screaming in silence lost in the dark
Chasing the demons that tear me apart
With every sip I'm drowning in doubt
Living in a world that I can't figure out
So I try to turn the gun on myself
Searching for peace but I'm trapped in this hell
I'm screaming in silence won't let it take me
Breaking these chains let my spirit be free
I'm screaming in silence lost in the dark...
I'm screaming in silence it's tearing me apart...
**I'm screaming in silence won't let it take me
I'm screaming in silence let my spirit be free!