blazin' Video (MV)

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Whoa
Alright
Remember when I would blaze it
Hide it in the basement
Thought it was amazin
Said I thought it was amazin
Whoa whoa whoa
Remember when I would blaze it
Hide it in the basement
Thought it was amazin
But then I had anxiety
It came in variety
I was scared and anxious 'round society
They said"You look fine to me"
But they wasn't fine to me
They was really kind to me
I just want sobriety
I just want sobriety
Yeah
Remember when I would pour up
Mix it in the foam cup
I was getting faded
I thought it was amazin
It was really killing me
But I was really blind to it
Finally, it caught up to me
I was really feeling it
It was a real nightmare
Started reaping the consequence of Beatbox and Buzzball
They was laughing at me
Praying on my downfall
They knew they was killing me
But they ain't had no sympathy
Now I'm in recovery
Jesus rediscover me
Cuz I was really lost in them trenches
Actin' like I was fine, but my soul was really missing
God was tryna warn me, but I ain't wanna listen
Thought I was invincible
I ain't learn the principles
To take care of my mental
And take care of my physical
But I learned my lesson
I ain't playing no games
I'm tryna get to heaven
Remember when I would blaze it
Hide it in the basement
Thought it was amazin
But then I had anxiety
It came in variety
I was scared and anxious 'round society
They said"You look fine to me"
But they wasn't fine to me
They was really kind to me
I just want sobriety
I just want sobriety
Yeah
Remember when they would ride for me
I thought it was fine for me
I looked up in the mirror, asking"Am I proud of me?"
I 'member telling her the times when I was blazin
I was goin' crazy
I couldn't even face it
I was hurting her time after time
My sin
My pride
The lust
My eye
I couldn't toe that line
I needed to run from it
But I ain't gon' run from you
I fell in love with it
Now I don't know what to do
Sin imitates the things that come from the Father
What's inside of me turned me into a monster
I hurt my best friend, and I'm glad she'll take me back, but
I gotta change I ain't ever going back
Consequences cutting me deep in my heart
I feel so much pity, but to heal, I gotta press the start
I got it on lock, though
I hit a pothole
I was gon' spiral
But I'm back now, yeah
Remember when I would blaze it
Hide it in the basement
Thought it was amazin
But then I had anxiety
It came in variety
I was scared and anxious 'round society
They said"You look fine to me"
But they wasn't fine to me
They was really kind to me
I just want sobriety
I just want sobriety
Yeah