Adapt Video (MV)

I am now dead inside this brick wall got me bent (AG)
Adapt to the allergies it's hard to present (Gain)
Balance girls out when I ask what they really meant (Get 'em)
Deep breath beautiful females they tend to reject (I give)
Feeling the scars of losing all that time I spent

I forgive myself
For all of the doubt I almost payed off my debt
Do I have best health
Financial but what about my f*cking mindset
From great heights I fell
Always kinda stressed but I will make a bet
When I am in hell
Always focused on adding to what I can get

Unbelievable
As I heal it hurts
Now I desire a private jet (God)
Uncomfortable
I endure the burn
Just yesterday fear and I met (Got me)

Undesirable
I forgot my worth
Death of Sulu my childhood pet (Gone)
Unforgettable
New painful rebirth
Month in advance paying my rent (German)

I accepted this principle
Meet me in person in the physical
Give as you would like to receive
I barely breathe ruhh
My age combined with depression
And you give me more compassion
But there are days I can't believe
In anything

I feel so bitter don't want another
Thinking that I'll quit but I get closer
One more time but I never get closure
My mind feels like it's stuck in the gutter
All alone I do not have a brother
I'm not a quitter I won't go sober
End of April was a f*cking hangover
Gave TechnoTutor to my one mother

This month at the end
I'm at this event
I have thoughts that want to present (Gross)
We do not make friends
We have no girlfriend
Can't change channels when they resent (Grrr)

It feels like a need
To go plant the seed
That gives them the courage to vent (Let it go)
I did all the deeds
The void of success
F*ck happiness mine came and went

I was more than a conqueror
Because I was an overcomer
I'm a student of the gunner
Pull the trigger
Ohhhhhhh