I'm letting myself grow
From old ways of knowing
I'm showing mercy
To the me that's less deserving
I mean, who's hurting me anymore
Is it me at the door
Stepping into this skin I must begin
To peel back parts I gave them so I might soar
Let my wings fly high with the moon rise
Shine with the night sky
I been too shy for too long
Said nothing so that I would never feel like I was wrong
But nothing is nothing now everything passes along
This is where shadows belong
If I could try to love you
I'd never leave you alone, disappear
But I could count the ways you leaving me all alone
If I could try to hurt you
There'd be no room left for you to escape
No one can push me away
The way you push me away
Had me hypnotized with those brown eyes
Pretty girl I used to fantasize bout you every day
Now I'm wide awake, doubt that you're the one
But it's okay
I could love me anyways
Had me hypnotized with those brown eyes
Pretty girl I used to fantasize bout you every day
Now I'm wide awake, doubt that you're the one
But it's okay
I could love me anyways
You can't love me
Like I need
Touch me
How I plead
I been knee deep in this fantasy
Can't you see
Judgements coming soon
Who am I to you
Who am I too
I can't find the truth
I tried loving through
Times you hurt me blue
What did that do
I'm not bulletproof
Time to wake up
Call on my maker
Say I been dazed, in a haze
Parts I gave to
Had me hypnotized with those brown eyes
Pretty girl I used to fantasize bout you every day
Now I'm wide awake, doubt that you're the one
But it's okay
I could love me anyways
Had me hypnotized with those brown eyes
Pretty girl I used to fantasize bout you every day
Now I'm wide awake, doubt that you're the one
But it's okay
I could love me anyways