Sitting in a room
Completely alone while
With the love of my life
Dry mouth with a lump
In the back of my throat
Imagining the walls crumbling down
Expands replacing
Suffocating confides
There's a hurricane hidden
Beneath this rib cage
My trunk will not snap
At least, I don't think
But the winds are getting
Stronger and stronger
By the day
Sheets of metal wrap around arms like weights
Flying debris piercing my sides
All I can say is
"I am okay"
There's no easy explanation
About the kind of pain
That rips the meaning from the sunlight
That freezes every move I try to make
And you, my love
How can I tell you
When you are here?
How can I tell you you aren't the happiness I need
When you are?
I don't know how to make this go away my love
I'm too afraid to let you in
My sorry soul
For your whole heart
Considering the silence
She gave it some thought
My sorry soul
For your whole heart
Considering the silence
She gave i
I don't know how you saw me falling
Beneath my well built disguise
But when your arm held mine
It held me above self-sabotage
With a strength I'd never known
Your rays from sun
Thawing harsh winter in me
Raging wind to calm breeze
Weight lifted with every word spoke
With your silk and lavender tone
Wearing my insecurities
The ugliest version that I had
So no one will see
Your lips did not hesitate
Your look did not waver
You, my love, I'm sorry
I don't want to put these walls up again
You, my love, I need you
I want to learn to let you in
My sorry soul
For your whole heart
Considering the silence
She gave it some thought
My sorry soul
For your whole heart
Considering the silence
She gave i