By the Brook Video (MV)

By the brook where we last talked
How still the river stood
In the moon I saw our last tide
And how it tinted cruel
Now when I think about our past lives
And everything that could
That feeling sinks as it has long died
And I don't think of you
By the brook where we last talked
How still our figures stood
Although we knew it'd be our last time
We never spoke the truth
Now when I think about our past lives
And what is gone for good
A single blink ending my last cry
To let the flowers bloom
Everything I wanted
Washing far along the stream
Everything I ever
Wanted far away from me
Everything I ever
Needed water guillotine
Everything I wanted
Washing all the hope from me
Everything I wanted
Washing far along the stream
Everything I ever
Wanted far away from me
Everything I ever
Needed water guillotine
Everything I wanted
Washing all the want away from me
Look
Why you think of
Me still stalking me just
Evil gotta remind me
Of all the things that
We did been a couple
Years since I already
Shed all my tears lost
Sleep was in pieces
Thinking I would never
See you again would send
Texts every day no
Indication you cared but now I'm
Peaceful living out my
Life with an equal but
Every now and then you check
In like I see you as a
Thing still but I do not
Care you left at my
Lowest and told me you're
Scared you told me no
Hope or a chance for a
One on one handling
Told me no hope for
Repair so why are you
Here why are you
Stuck why are you
Focused on someone you
F*cked over for like
Months and months
Destructed like I would
Ever allot you my
Trust again no
F*cking chance I
Matured since then I been
Living in poverty while you
Splurge since then ain't no
Urge since then ain't
Returned since then I been
Building my optimism with a
Girl since then ain't been
Hurt since then been a
Pearl since when diamond
In the rough pressure made me
Turn since then you ain't
Perfect sis when from
Turmoil to bliss but I
Guess you prolly think you didn't
Burn that bridge but you did
I don't even care
All my love for you has vanished
From a time lathered in despair
Lost it all when you abandoned
You tell me you live in fear
But crawl back when your man ain't standard
Hear that rapid running clear
Wash it all my sins upended
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
Buried that shit in the sand
Never gave it a second look because
Straight to you everything's been said
I would ramble in text to you but I
Never knew what you'd think when read
Now you search my name every few months
Look at what I'm on like you really cared
Even at my lowest you and I were
Hopeless future that would never stand
Our political motives opposite
Totems confederate words you held
Remember 2020 flourished riots your
Focus never murder given a damn
Beg and pray this COVID get a bit of
Focus rather than Injustices
Building years of resentment loathing ever
Endless repetitious shit again and again
I know we never finished but everything
Extinguished it all dissipated decayed in the
Wind no point in to chase it emotionally
Vacant replaced all with hatred for all that you
Did you fled when I aimed at abuser made
It about you and your fear like I couldn't have been
Dead bitch what do you want you left at
Lowest and told me your trust is dead up
Front a shield rejected my vision of
What had actually destructed there of
Course you don't really want to mend but
Sure just keep picking up the pen to
Source your mediocre poems using me to
Pour it full of the love you miss but
Trust I don't even want you here 'cause
I don't even care
All my love for you has vanished
From a time lathered in despair
Lost it all when you abandoned
You tell me you live in fear
But crawl back when your man ain't standard
Hear that rapid running clear
Wash it all my sins upended
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook
I left it by the brook