Oh why
Do skies
Turn so grey
Cause I'm without you
Oh why
Can't I
Turn away
Cause I'm just bad for you
I need more than closure
But like these clothes I'm folding
I don't see the motive
A wrinkle in my tee
Is less to me than this degree
But these circumstances left me
To another prophesy
I need privacy
Phone on DND
She need D and P
Thats dick and pussy
So like the DVM she driving to me
I step in through the back door
Repping Nike through a hoodie
She hide me from her boyfriend
He at work while she plays hooky
Are you really where you should be
I don't mean for disrespect
I cannot be what he couldn't
Life has got her by the neck
Tell me this is more than sex
I know I shouldn't say bitches but
Thats the game we play
I was used by a woman
And I won't forget the day
Cause I hated that feeling
Of only touching and feeling
And we got high as a ceiling
And broke a couple condoms
After f*cking and feeling
I was trying to heal it
But now I'm ducking emotions
I'm out of ways to solve them
I rep that double L
Cause shoutout Cole
I drink that lemonade
Cause I manifest my soul
I hope your proud of me
When you hear the kids at school
Cause I know my name around
Even though I'm gone
Oh why
Do skies
Turn so grey
Cause I'm without you
Oh why
Can't I
Turn away
Cause I'm just bad for you
And I wonder if it's hit you
I was never what you thought
Claiming to be with you
Now I'm hanging with these thoughts
I'm just hanging by my thoughts
Shit is draining need it clogged
Mental constipation
I can't push out what you brought
Steady on
Keep composure
Cause every time I try to push you further
I feel those tears behind my eyes
I try to keep them dry
But like these clouds up in the sky
It won't be long before they pour
For you
I know I'm wrong for thinking
If things were only different
I'm giving up my ticket
I'm not sure where I'ma stick it
It's time I'm moving on
I guess I'll never find my closure