I sneaked out unbeknownst to you
Always tip-toeing
Sky is grey, honey is amber, grass is greenish and the coup is red
Me I'm just a jackoff ain't no need to come up with a new cliché
You needed shelter, opened you my heart but I forgot to close the gate
Whether you wanna come back or not, let me know while I weasel my way into the game
Yeah
Wake up to another day, full of intrigue, doubts and fake lust
Sun blazing through the glass, I get out and it's coming down
I'm telling you I am not gloomy, I'm just writing down what is around
Don't try to understand me, I make no sense like that jet ski stuck in the front yard
Yeah
Everything in due time, but you never learned how to pipe down
And shit is starting to get flooded 'cause of your meltdowns
I'm not into do-overs, that shit makes me shiver
But I just saw our stories and ink started to flow like a river
Your room was full of roaches, tissues and ashes falling in the distance
Reminds me of this place from which I'm now writing all of these lines
I heard time fixes everything, so I left our issues to simmer
But I think I overcooked it, it is tasting bitter
I done learned the hard way that rock bottom hurts
Always claim while I'm in free fall
You look all confused when I act like I do not care
Why that face? It is not like you didn't know
I sneaked out unbeknownst to you, always tip-toeing
Hey, seriously girl, why that face? It is not like you didn't know
I sneaked out unbeknownst to you and
Now, I have second thoughts
I tend to stay away from dark clouds but I still brainstorm
How am I gonna get you off my mind whenever I perform
And when my life is all about a stage, flashes, bread and hoes?
Raise m up to us
My love language drooling all over the floor
When we would get it going it would be non stop
I can see your silhouette in the shade every time I blow smoke
We went our separate ways but you are welcome to the party Pop Smoke
I tried with bread crumbs but it didn't work
Let me try with Benjamins this time around and see if you get lost
I thought I had it handled, really don't know what got into me
Having a lot in my plate, had to have something to do with it
If you can relate to this, leave a message at the beep
We look alike in the way that we both think
But we're definitely not made of the same ilk
I'd push the boulder up the hill, what a big steep
Then you tried your hand at it, and it was a swing and a miss
Sometimes we need to go through a rough patch to realize who to stick around
You got a soft spot in your heart for my inner drive
Not sure how you felt about it 'cause no words would come out
If I'm a good one or a bad one you should've said it out loud
Way too many things I won't ever feel proud about
Way too many nights I done spent dicking around
And I wasn't seeking out clout
Here I am up on the mic, you should be here by now but
It was lovely while it lasted if you were to ask
I'm still getting baffled every time that I look back
I wanna see you doing your thing and your face to shine
I mean it from the bottom of my guts
I guess I ain't see it coming till I bust I nut
Guess ain't see it coming till you gave me a nudge
And you didn't either you was busy partaking in bedtime
'Cause what you call nap time, I call waste of time
Yeah
That's about it
From Dade County with love