Aye, ain't nobody understand me
My chest tight and it feel like I can't breathe
Everybody think I'm crazy
Friends and family can't even relate to me
Hmm
Hey
Ain't it crazy?!
Only time I ever ask god to save me!
Does he find it entertaining?!!
I'm always acting like it don't really phase me!
Okay maybe I deserve this
I ain't perfect
I only hurt but I don't do it on purpose
Maybe I deserve this!
I ain't perfect
I only hurt but I don't do it on purpose
I swear to god
I wanna escape my mind
I ain't tryna live, it feel like I'm gon' die
I have so much to say but I just stay quiet
Anxiety kickin' in I feel my blood pressure rising'
The man on my left, I could see that he smilin'
The man on my right I'm begging please asking "why?"
I never really fit in, wasn't happy inside
I never really fit in, wasn't happy inside
(Wanna escape my mind, it feel like I'm gon' die)
Okay, maybe I deserve this!
(But I'll just stay quiet, feel my blood pressure risin')
Ain't it crazy?!
(I could see that he smilin', begging please, asking, "why?")
I know I ain't perfect!
(Wasn't happy inside, wasn't happy inside)
Hey, ain't nobody understand me