The taste of bacardi
Reminds me of that day
My mind turned into pieces
When it wasn't going my way
I can hear the sirens
Even from afar
Afraid to lose control
I´m sitting by the toilet
Don't give a * about my health
I´m drawing red with silver
To punish myself
But this is not an option
Don´t wanna lose this fight
To be happier than ever
I wanna change my life
It isn´t worth it
To not be sober
Forget my past
I'm starting over
I felt sick to my stomach
When I couldn't stay
I got scared when they told me
That I didn't get a say
Twenty miles from safety
Fear to be alone
And trapped by myself
I´m sitting by the toilet
Don't give a * about my health
I´m drawing red with silver
To punish myself
But this is not an option
Don´t wanna lose this fight
To be happier than ever
I wanna change my life
It isn´t worth it
To not be sober
Forget my past
I'm starting over
It isn´t worth it
To not be sober
Forget my past
I'm starting over
I talked about my feelings
Broken and exposed
Forced to live with people
That I didn´t know
My mind was dark and foggy
Don´t remember a thing
I felt like a ghost
I´m sitting by the toilet
Don't give a * about my health
I´m drawing red with silver
To punish myself
But this is not an option
Don´t wanna lose this fight
To be happier than ever
I wanna change my life
I´m sitting by the toilet
Don't give a * about my health
I´m drawing red with silver
To punish myself
But this is not an option
Don´t wanna lose this fight
To be happier than ever
I wanna change my life
I´m sitting by the toilet
Don't give a * about my health
I´m drawing red with silver
To punish myself
But this is not an option
Don´t wanna lose this fight
To be happier than ever
I wanna change my life
I´m sitting by the toilet
Don't give a * about my health
I´m drawing red with silver
To punish myself
But this is not an option
Don´t wanna lose this fight
To be happier than ever
I wanna change my life