Alohaii - Magazines (feat. Nia Suzune) Lyrics

I've got the circles right under my eyes
Too many screens, yeah
Too many magazines
I need to stop comparing and fix up my life
But how can I fix it
When I can't even fix my hair

But how can I love myself when you don't care
Don't waste my time
So tell me how can I become that girl over there
Replace my life
Fact of the matter
I can't hate your guts
Whenever I see you
You still make me blush
But how can I love myself when you don't care
Don't waste my time

The doctor said it's all in my head
Stop pretending
Cause I might as well feel nothing instead
And maybe that's the choice I have to make
A sickness in my wake
So they said
But there's something about your gaze
The magazines are all on the floor
Yeah, because I can't keep playing all these games anymore
And now I have the choice to change
But I feel fine this way, stay the same

So baby, tell me
How can I love myself when you don't care
Don't waste my time
So tell me how can I become that girl over there
Replace my life
Fact of the matter
I can't hate your guts
Whenever I see you
You still make me blush
But how can I love myself when you don't care
Don't waste my time

If the cover page means I have to fake a smile
It's a price I'll pay to be someone you admire
Am I all you want
Am I all that you desire
Cause I just can't wait to be someone you admire

But how can I love myself when you don't care
Don't waste my time
So tell me how can I become that girl over there
Replace my life

Call it obsessive
I call you too much
But some circumstance tells me not to give up
But how can I love myself when you don't care