Among the Gods - Black and Grey Lyrics

For years, it's been like this, this monotonous thing called life
I'm waking up, wasting my time just to go back to bed
Can't take another nightmare, seems like there's no way out
Running down this street all over, time is passing, yet I'm all the same

I need somebody to change it
I need somebody to change me
Standing in front of death's door
But I am not allowed in there

Can't you hear my cries? These cries are in vain
Can't you see the tears? These tears are full of pain

I wanted to get up, I wanted to escape
But you can't run from yourself
The past is calling my name, not willing to let me go
Erasing my memories seems impossible

These scars keep bleeding
Dark thoughts are raping my brain
You're useless
Not worth more than dirt on the ground
I'm feeling like shit, because to you
I mean nothing
I thought I have known it all
And now I am stuck in my decaying shell

Can't you hear my cries? These cries are in vain
Can't you see the tears? These tears are full of pain

Lost my way, got of the track, no light to guide me back
Insanity, my only friend, by my side, gently guarding my mind
I have no options left, as I realize it's my time to go

Black and grey came over me