Among the Gods - Eternal Sleep Lyrics

I realized time caught up with me
The past is scratching inside my mind
A black cloud in my head that weights me down
Disaster hit me once again
About to lose the lifelong fight with it
Hoping to end this god damn horror trip
Give me a reason for my heartbeat
Or show me a way to stop it

I am f*cking tired
Tell me why
I can't rest anymore

I'm not waking up
Am I still asleep
The reaper guarding my bed
Just waiting to bring me home
But I realized it is just a lie

The shelter I once build is gone
No defenses left on my walls
The attacks aren't getting weaker
Wasting the limited power inside of me
Crippled by nightmares
Chanceless against the hordes of agony
And then again I'm curious
When will it strike again

I am still awake
Send me aid
For my hopeless situation

I'm not waking up
Am I still asleep
The reaper guarding my bed
Just waiting to bring me home
But I realized it is just a lie

When the moon is high
The night has the peace I'm searching for
Walking into my dearest forest
So dark, so deep
Just to offer myself
Eternal sleep