I never meant that much to you
And it hurts to know the truth
I always find a way
To hate myself
Now I've thrown it all away
All the lies and pain
I never find a way
To like myself
To respect myself
You know I thought we had it made
We went our separate ways
Now I cry myself to
Sleep at night
Thought I found a way to live
I can't remember what it is
I'll just let you
Rip me open
Break my heart with your lies
Tear me apart
I waited long enough for you
But you didn't see it though
You promised that it would
Come one day
And every year that passed us by
Wore down my will to try
Now I'm trying not to
Hurt myself
To kill myself
You made me think that we would be
The perfect happy family
Now I lie in bed
Alone at night
And as I slowly fade away
I can't stop thinking of that day
The day that you
Ripped me open
Broke my heart with your lies
Tore me apart
Tear me apart
Why after I tried
How could you let me cry
Now I just want to die
See my heart from the inside
You have ripped me open
Broke my heart with your lies
Tore me apart
Rip me open
See my soul as it dies
Tear me apart
Tear me apart"