I'm learning things about myself that I never knew
I thought I needed this forever but it wasn't true
And you just thought that you could forget me
Like you ain't gonna be missing them dinners
Candles lit with a table for two
We been through everything baby It's me and you
We gang gang, never hesitating to shoot
I tell you things, same year you seeing the proof
I swear the only time I'm By myself is in the booth
There ain't no secrets but I don't believe it
When you don't believe the truth
I give you everything and every reason to sleep easy
Filling up my pillowcase with hundreds like this Halloween
And you see me doing the same shit for you
So tell me baby what difference it made for you
I wonder if you say it all the same when there ain't nobody to say it to
Man this shit been f*cking with me head too damn much
And I still say that it's up to you
So make decisions, please don't leave me on this Pickett
Cause this shit feeling ridiculous to me
Really it's sickening to my mental health
I know I told you that I'd never leave you
But I love myself enough to put no one else above me
I can touch and I can feel for someone else
But I don't feel the shit I felt when this had just begun
25 and I ain't lived enough
I'm stuck thinking about the future
And you thinking bout who was or wasn't f*cking someone
I don't give a f*ck!
I always tell you how I tell so you don't lose my trust
I always tell you keep it real and you do what you want
That's how we both need to feel and we can't hold a grudge
Let's leave that shit for scary movies when we cuddled up
Now I don't share that shit with no one baby that's just for us
And I don't say that you my number one just because
You pretty much perfect for me, you keep me dreaming all the time
And you the one I want