Apff Tay - Do Better Lyrics

I thought we had a truce I already knew so how could I be mad at you
If I knew better then I would do better
My heart is so cold I had to cop a new sweater yeah yeah
I'm in so much pain I swear yeah
If I knew better then I would do better
My heart is so cold I had to cop a new sweater yeah yeah
My heart gone need stitches these wounds keep growing scabs it won't heal bae if you peal em
I know that we're doing bad but bae you keep playing the victim
I know that I got a past but bae you ain't play yo position
You chose to stick around through all that bullsh**
And you said that you forgive me that was bullsh**
Because you still seam to argue bae over bullsh**
It's like I'm I farmer how I'm surrounded by that bullsh** yeah
But I ain't perfect no
Do I feel like I deserve it no
Have I been living with a purpose no
See I'll be glad when the curtains close
Cause I'm so tired of pain I swear
Aye I'll be glad when it's over
You make it hard to stay sober
And it's hard for me to let go of my pride yeah
And it's hard with all this pain build up inside yeah
And it's hard for me to let go of my pride yeah
And it's hard with all this pain build up inside yeah
I thought we had a truce I already knew so how could I be mad at you
If I knew better then I would do better
My heart is so cold I had to cop a new sweater yeah yeah
I'm in so much pain I swear yeah
If I knew better then I would do better
My heart is so cold I had to cop a new sweater yeah yeah
I'm so tired of battling with myself man I don't know what to do
I been lied to so many times man I don't know the truth
They say them snakes live in disguise so how am I supposed to know it's you
And I'll probably think you lieing even if you showed the proof
So what the f*** you sapopose to do
When the ones thats close to you
Be the ones opposing you the same ones f***ing over you
And you wonder why I keep smoking
And why I'm sipping this potent
This shit got me slumped over try to wake up but I keep dozing
I come from the pits of hell I don't know where you from
It's so many times I fell I feel like I couldn't do nothing
My liver done had me sick sick to my stomach couldn't chew nothing
That wood done had me high but it ain't enough man I need two blunts
And I know that it's a hard pill to swallow
That poor up wasn't enough it had me sipping out the bottle
This might be my last ounce
I might not see tomorrow
Just know I ain't feel no pain cause I was hollow yeah
I thought we had a truce I already knew so how could I be mad at you
If I knew better then I would do better
My heart is so cold I had to cop a new sweater yeah yeah
I'm in so much pain I swear yeah
If I knew better then I would do better
My heart is so cold I had to cop a new sweater yeah yeah