Aquae Furtivae - Shades Lyrics

I
I've given up all my life
All that belongs to me
I
I can not trust in my eyes
What they try to see

I'm laying awake
I wake in a dream
I'm walking away
I'm stuck in a pit

Close my eyes and wish away
The anguish and the pain
I can't afford to lose control
I can't afford to stay

And I'll have to let go
Of the fears that I own
When my time is up
They'll face it

And the pain that I'll cause
It'll be of my own
There's only one way end it

And I'll have to let go
Of the fears that I own
When my time is up
They'll face it

And the pain that I'll cause
It'll be of my own
There's only one way end it