panopticon Video (MV)

It is written on the billboards
There's an evil in the air
There is evidence of something
It is climbing up the stairs
It is sitting in the corner
With its two unfeeling eyes
Waiting patiently to let me know
Of the surprise
But I will not take it anymore
I will open up the door
When I see the pulse of my own self-worth just
Threading on the floor
I will stand up and face it
I will be no replacement
Nor a secondary figure to my
Own life's sad engagements
Well I guess I know the feeling
When the feelings come and go
I should say sorry to my friends
For things I said so long ago
But instead I'll keep on trucking
Hell it's what I like to do
And pretend I'm not an asshole
Just some f*cking friend to you
But I will not take it anymore
I will slam myself through the door
And I'll squint at light like I'm not my own
1984
A panopticon of virtue
Unreliably so bad inside
Well I look within and hope that one day
I will let myself fall down and die