A-Rob - Proud of You (feat. Al Zamora) Lyrics

Haven't talked to you in so long
You seem so chill your soul's so calm
I know you're tryna make it with all those songs
Will it be alright if it all goes wrong?
Will you be alright?
Please stay strong
Please still pray you're a believer
I know life ain't easy as a dreamer
And it wasn't so long ago you had a heart of gold
And now you got a strange demeanor
And the hurt in the world ain't changing either
You just wanna be the people's pain reliever
Gotta hold on tight to the ones you love
Hope your girl's alright I know you need her
Why you always slept on souls been stepped on
More than your oldest pair of sneakers
And it just ain't fair
Why it feel like the people just don't care
Wanna fly to the whole other side of the world and
Change your name and cut your hair
Lookin up just stare at the sky
As you hold back tears asking why
In search of some sort of sign
From a friend you ain't get to say goodbye to
And there ain't no pill they can provide
And there ain't no liquid over ice
That can numb that pain you feel inside
No choice but to move on with your life
When you're just like them and say goodnight
And one final bye
Are you gone be satisfied?
Did you make good use of your time?
Well I just don't known
I just don't know
Made it this far
Think about how you did it all you know
Made it this far
When you didn't think you were built at all
Don't you think about forgetting all about me
Cause I'm so damn proud of you
Well
I ain't felt whole in a while
And I ain't felt home since a child
Now we're all grown shit is wild
Man it's been so long since I smiled
And really felt it
Where's that happy soul?
You know the one who believed in his every move
Yet I say I'll change another year pass
And it seems like I never do
And I'm a know it all but I never knew
How tall the task of forgetting you would tower over me
I pray God opens up Heaven to you for for a better view
7 8 9 10 11 noon I spent the whole morning here thinking bout
Everyone I lost please stick around
Cause you're not someone I can live without
And my thoughts run about a minute mile
My brother 21 did I let him down?
All the time lost I mean did I miss my shot?
All them years spent sitting round
So I'm standing up and I'm sitting down
And I'm standing up and I'm pacing
Good thing will come if you will only wait
Well how f*cking long have I been waiting?
I swear to God it's not a dream that I'm chasing
It's more an innate feeling can't escape it
My aura's the way it is I can't fake it
I don't want to change nor be complacent
My friends are all depressed and overly anxious
And calling on me with the hope I can save em
I wanna be selfless but I can't help it
I know it'll only be me in the grave
When Allah and the angels are calling my name
And nothing but the rhythm and lyrics remain
Will I have fought the hardest fight I can fight?
Will I have given all that I could have gave?
Will I have written everything I can write?
Will I have said everything that I can say?
Is everything really gone be okay?
Is everything really gone be okay?
I just don't know
I just don't know
Made it this far
Think about how you did it all you know
Made it this far
When you didn't think you were built at all
Don't you think about forgetting all about me
Cause I'm so damn proud of you