Arsenic - Never Been Lyrics

I never wanter to be anything that you can see
took my life and then you threw it all away
i never wanted to see anything that you showed me
i leave you and i live on another day
You should see all that i was before you
now i'm weaker than i've ever been
all i had was swallowed up inside you
when can i just be myself again?
I have never been the on who could deal with this all alone
i remember when my disposition was all my own
i have never been the on who could deal with this all alone
i remember when my disposition was all my own
I wasn't trying to be the way that you wanted me
took my life and then you threw it all away
i wasn't trying to see all the times that you f*cked me
i leave you and i live on another day
You should see all that i was before you
now i'm weaker than i've ever been
all i had was swallowed up inside you
when can i just be myself again?
I have never been the on who could deal with this all alone
i remember when my disposition was all my own
and i
feel like this is a dream that will never end
as i sit in life thinking about what i've never been
I...i...i...i...
I never wanted to see you like this, this control around me
i never wanted to have to bear this but it's killing me
i never wanted to see you like this, this control around me
i never wanted to have to bear this but it's killing me
I have never been the on who could deal with this all alone
i remember when my disposition was all my own
and i
feel like this is a dream that will never end
as i sit in life thinking about what i've never been
Since you left me here
drowned in all my fear and i...
since you left me here
drowned in all me fear and i've
never been myself
Now i'm weaker than i've ever been
all i had was swallowed up inside you
when can i just be myself again?
i still remember the times you f*cked me...