In my reflection
My views and perception
Self worth is in question
Losing my connection
Because I just feel so lost
Not peaking, I hit the trough
This is just an endless cycle
Repeating like a recital
All by myself
I'm trying to find wealth
But it's hiding and sneaking like it is in stealth
I want to find out who I am
Emotions flowing through the dam
Desire to leave, desire to stay
Split mind, I can't keep things straight
I'm feeling very torn
Heart is filling with scorn
Because love that you've sworn
Is a weapon you've borne
Love you give is like a crutch
On heartstrings you heave and clutch
Promising security
When you're just deceiving me
Falling for some tricks
Like a pile of bricks
When I hit the ground hard, and I'm covered in scars
Desiring explanation
For wicked inclinations
Just want the truth, and maybe some small lies
Split mind, I can't keep things right