AshLaDash - Broken Promises Lyrics

After it's all said and done I'm still learning from mistakes
Go a thousand miles just to try and clear my name
Let's get one thing straight
I will never change for the money and fame
All them broken promises led to bottles in my closet
When I talk about my pain everybody change the topic
Started going insane nobody ever tried to stop it
Now I'm headed to the top blasting off like a rocket
Ima pull to the scene
So fresh and oh so clean
Hear em all scream
Like that boy doing his thing
He finally lived his dreams
Accomplished everything
Had to fight off enemies
Tryna find some inner peace
But I still can't trust a soul
Saw a lot of flaw shit
That I never told
Worked with the cards given
I could never fold
All that lying and that cheating made me hit the road
A lot of people slit they wrist until the pains no more
A lot of people kill themselves after they write a note
A lot of people take that Cain and put up they nose
But I'm nothing like the rest if you didn't know
I put my pain into this music
Everything in to this music
And My brain just gets to oozing
All that gin I was abusing
Kicked addiction it went missing
All them packs that I was flipping
Wish I would've did it different
Tried to tell me I ain't listen
After it's all said and done I'm still learning from mistakes
Go a thousand miles just to try and clear my name
Let's get one thing straight
I will never change for the money and fame
All them broken promises led to bottles in my closet
When I talk about my pain everybody change the topic
Started going insane nobody ever tried to stop it
Now I'm headed to the top blasting off like a rocket
Left my heart empty with them broken promises
Why they all envy when they see I'm on my shit
It was all on me when they tried to flip the script
Lost my whole damn team everybody jumping ship
Said they'd ride forever
Guess That was a lie
Said they here whenever
But left me to die
That rainy weather
Means Somebody touched the sky
They don't wanna see me spread my wings takeoff and fly
I been through the wringer made a turn around
Don't know what I was thinking with them sherms around
Feeling like I gotta keep a burner now
Snakes all in the grass so had to mow it down
Just keep it real with me that's all I ask
Know that everybody has a different past
Know we all make mistakes we ain't proud of
Gotta get up out my feelings and go chase a bag
After it's all said and done I'm still learning from mistakes
Go a thousand miles just to try and clear my name
Let's get one thing straight
I will never change for the money and fame
All them broken promises led to bottles in my closet
When I talk about my pain everybody change the topic
Started going insane nobody ever tried to stop it
Now I'm headed to the top blasting off like a rocket
After it's all said and done I'm still learning from mistakes
Go a thousand miles just to try and clear my name
Let's get one thing straight
I will never change for the money and fame