Nobody told me
It would be this hard
I didn't seem to notice
You would leave a mark
Wish there was someone
Who'd tell me what to do
So I'm hoping I'll see an angel
Who'd bring me back to you
But it's just the blinding city lights
That make my room dark tonight
Cuz I'm scared of growing up
I can see it on my face
I'm not the same girl that moved into your city that day
And I'm tired of playing pretend
Yea I don't know who I am
You told me were just friends and then we're not and now we are again
It's all changing
And maybe I did too
But it would be lovely
To change here with you
And I know that you hate it
So I swear I won't say it
Cuz someone loving you scares you half to death
I know that you talk shit
I wish that I could have changed it
It's hard to think that in the end
You'll leave us just as friends
But it's just the blinding city lights
That make my room dark tonight
Cuz I'm scared of growing up
I can see it on my face
I'm not the same girl that moved into this city that day
And I'm tired of playing pretend
Yea I don't know who I am
You told me were just friends and then we're not and now we are again
It's all changing
And maybe I did too
But it would be lovely
To change here with you