Wish that I could stand up straight
Tired of carrying all this weight
I don't think I have the strength
To get out of my bed today
Walls are closing in on me
This isn't how it's supposed to be
Everything is turning gray
Don't think I'm getting up today
Woke up on the wrong side of the bed damn it sucks
I did what doctors said but it just ain't been enough
Thoughts running through head how I just ain't adding up
You need someone else instead I ain't worthy of the love
And I know that it's all dumb
Can't get mind off of
All of these thoughts keep me trapped up like coffin
Often I feel like
I'm hardly walking
Floating through motions
Oh did you notice?
I'm not feeling strong today
Hoping that it's all okay
I've been holding all this pain
Waiting till it fades away
Wish that I could stand up straight
Tired of carrying all this weight
I don't think I have the strength
To get out of my bed today
Walls are closing in on me
This isn't how it's supposed to be
Everything is turning gray
Don't think I'm getting up today
Why I gotta feel so bad
I ain't seen the sun and it makes me sad
Oh no rain go away like yeah
Needing something other than gray like yeah
I'm like I ain't gotta hate myself
I just gotta learn to take some help
Baby I just wanna hold your hand
And I hope that you can understand
I'm not feeling strong today
But you help make it all okay
I've been holding all this pain
But I know it'll fade away
I know that I will stand up straight
I can shake off this weight
Today I may not have the strength
But I know that I will someday
Walls stopped closing in on me
Feel like I can finally breathe
Today I may not have the strength
But I know that I will someday