Aykay - I Still Try Lyrics

Just accept what I am
I still try
I still try
I still cry
I might die
But still I try
I still try
I still cry
I might die
But still I try
I still try
Demons looking at me in my eye
You a fake boy you got hit with that toy
You a fake boy don't know what it's like to wanna die
I been tryna keep my head high keep my head high
I been hanging with the dead guys dead guys
I been trying not to live lies I still try
I still try
I get by
My head high
Oh that's a lie
I don't wanna be the one holding everybody down
Praying to my god yeah don't let me drown yeah
I don't wanna let her down yeah
But I already took her soul
Where you been baby I don't wanna know
Where I been yeah my heart so cold
Where I been when I lost control
I try keep going no I won't fold
I used to feel right now my light so low and I ride solo
Yeah shorty give me chills
Gotta say I love the thrills
Gotta say I love the feels
God I love it when shit get real
I still try
I still cry
I might die
But still I try
I still try
I still cry
I might die
But still I try
I still try
Demons looking at me in my eye
You a fake boy you got hit with that toy
You a fake boy don't know what it's like to wanna die