Can't Decide Video (MV)

I been on a highroad since I started
Gotta keep up with the pace i ain't never stopping
Hand on the wheel hand aiming at your head
If the bullet hits better know i did my best
To do it even sooner, but the outcome was unknown
I had a fam to feed, now i'm just standing alone
I got nothing to lose
Push me i'd ricochet back
You wanna end it this bad
You'll end up in a ket-cas
No food for thought
That's what I thought
My weed was always right
I smoke a lot then end it right
It's all blurring my sight
I'd be tripping by night
The shroom filling my sighs
Nothing to sacrifice to do it all for one more night

To climb up the ladder gotta make some enemies
The more I grow I always keep something under my sleeves
Cause People tend to change The fame makes you fake
To stay real gotta stand on a diamond plaque

I tried I can't decide
I'm fly I'm on both sides
I make you trip like a shroom
My only luna is the moon

Nothing to sooth the demons in me
I walk out the room nothing I can feel
I keep it for me then follow their lead
They whispering chants they tickle my ears
Light shinning, flash, burning my eyes
I cannot decide, I cannot decide

I tried so hard
It breaks me every time I cannot do this oh no more
Oh god can I just find the strength to do this more
I cried so many times my tears have filled my f*cking room
I can't do this no more
My swimming pool is wrong
It makes me feel like drowning lord
Can I just do this one more time I'm sure it won't take long
It's all I'm asking for
One more f*cking song