Basic Money - Peer Pressure Lyrics

Got lean in my right hand. cocaine on my left
But Do I understand the thoughts I'm thinking
Is this really real or am I tripping
Did I ever think that someone like me would find himself
Hooked on all these drugs. I said that I would stop
When it would get dangerous, but the warnings were not enough
When I got the drugs he forgot to give me the list of consequences
Wasn't even thinking about the future
Too busy living the present
All it took was just the one hook
Now it got me addicted for life
Even if I could go back in time, I'd still probably wrong all my rights
The preachers don't lie
They said that the devil has many disguises
Some are subliminal, and some are sublime
To give you that euphoric feeling to let you know what you missing
And only then you can see what's that look in their eyes
Some wanna be hypnotized
Some wanna escape their own lives
F it. I'll take my death to the platter
Please put my sui to the cide
It's funny how it happened everything went by so fast
Asked me if I wanna hit, I was thinking I should pass, but I wanted to fit in
What other choice did have

Tell my family I'm sorry
But it's all over
I'm just too far deep to try to get sober
No it's not worth it
Cause there is no happy ending
I'm asking who will save me
If I die, who'd miss me
This my destruction
Cause there is no happy ending
I was tripping on that cocaine, molly marijuana

Three years later, I'm back at it with these old habits
When I'm stressed out I use white magic
It's a sad story, yeah it's tragic that my mom found out I'm a drug addict
Mixed pills, hard high, long day means extra lines
Death no longer applies to me cause I done O
Ded for the 3 time
Another day another death that's just the way it goes
Feeling out of place
With no directions to guide me back home
I was that upper class man
I was the one with the future at hand, but look at me now
Everyone looks at me down
Everyone judge but don't know my background