18.5 Video (MV)

Everybody wanna tell you
Get help and then never go back to your old ways
Never go back to your old place, never go back it's your low phase
Feel like a rose in a bush full of hate
Walking the tightrope of fate
Talking at those on the bottom that saying its harder to stay
What's a life in my day

I been telling you I'm jet lagged
I been lying I'mma take it back, uh
Yeah, no tight walks, the night talks
Says it's alright
Guess I'll keep fighting all of my feelings
Just a game, the devil that I'm dealing with
It's always been the same

Maybe I'm a little kinda wack but I promise that I'm sane
Could use some downer hits to take
Never go wrong with the pill
Feeling's are over, now self-medicate
Yeah, suffocate me
Praying 'till my brothers can hate me
The lord won't take me
I been down for the worst, yeah save me

Gimme gimme goddesses
I listen when your daughter says
I'm not the man you started with
You never wanted him
That's what old man's saying
Still haven't learned a damn thing

Haven't gone an inch moving sideways
Losing life, tryna prove there's a right way
One more time, one more time
September vibes wanna change your mind
Can't get it outta my head
I can't live the life like the one you said
These days I've been stuck chained to my bed
If I made you worry, I'm sorry

Have a seat, have a sip
Cup of tea, where you sit
Balcony, doesn't it feel like it never ends
Neverland, wherever you are
It's never too far
Just like the stars
It ends where it starts