Everyday's the same routine no one knows it but at night I sit and cry myself to sleep
You say you wish that you were me but you don't know what that would mean
I don't believe in god cause he never heard my screams
I wanna live without relying on synthetics in my veins
I wanna see the world I live in for the first time not in pain
And when the tears run out and down my face and anger takes it rein
I wanna live
I wanna live
A new prescription everyday you wouldn't know this thats ok
I still reminisce about those days
All my life deaths looked me in the eye heard my cry made me sick now im sick and tired
Of waiting around for better days
So let me in or let me down I need you most and your not around to take the pain away again
I wanna live
I wanna live
And when the tears run out and down my face and anger takes its rein
I wanna live
I wanna live