I don't wanna grow up
I'm sick of getting older
They say life is good but I swear it's not what it seems
Life is such a mess now
Im sick of being stressed out
I just wanna hold my Mom and tell her that I love her
Hey lil bro, how you been
Heard your married with some dogs now
I'm still in LA doin drugs with my dawgs now
Know it's been a while since I called and we talked now
Hope you know I love you and I'll catch you if you fall down
Hey big bro what's up
You been married 7 years now
Mom thought I'd be married first
It's funny how things don't work out
Damn I learned so much from you
You always had my back
Sucks how everything has changed
Guess some things just go like that
Used to think that I'm the man
Now I'm feeling like I failed
I'm just out here in the world
Feeling all alone and scared
I guess LA beat me down
Don't know where to go from here
I hate that I'm getting older
But nobody seems to care
I don't wanna grow up
I'm sick of getting older
They say life is good but I swear it's not what it seems
Life is such a mess now
Im sick of being stressed out
I just wanna hold my Mom and tell her that I love her
And sorry Dad I don't know I'm supposed to say
I let you down I'm not the man you wanted me to be
And if you talked to me
I already know what you'd say
We all make mistakes
And it's not too late to change
What if I don't wanna change
And I just want you to accept me
I know that I'm far from perfect
But I'm tryna be the best I can
And I'm changing every day
I'm growing up, I'm getting older but
I don't really want to
I don't wanna grow up
I'm sick of getting older
They say life is good but I swear it's not what it seems
Life is such a mess now
Im sick of being stressed out
I just wanna hold my Mom and tell her that I love her
And God I'm so sorry
I know it's not like me
Where did I mess up I swear I don't know who I am
Just wanna feel healthy
But nothing compels me
I'm still getting older I guess this is who I am
And God I'm so sorry
I know it's not like me
Where did I mess up I swear I don't know who I am
Just wanna feel healthy
But nothing compels me
I'm still getting older I guess this is who I am
I don't wanna grow up
I'm sick of getting older
They say life is good but I swear it's not what it seems
Life is such a mess now
Im sick of being stressed out
I just wanna hold my Mom and tell her that I love her
And God I'm so sorry
I know it's not like me
Where did I mess up I swear I don't know who I am
Just wanna feel healthy
But nothing compels me
I'm still getting older I guess this is who I am