My Mind (feat. Christina Usvat) Video (MV)

Grey skies when I think deeper thoughts debated
Am I really I
Or am I someone captivated
In my mind
I cry
But I don't display my own frustration
I can only try to trust the very complicated

My mind is at war with the thoughts inside
So I take a little
Breather
I've always been an over thinker
Not much of a speaker
My words inhibit
The ideas I paint
Cause it ain't
The same when I say it out loud
It's like there masses of crowd
But only one who hears me is myself
And I'm so used to the sound
Cause in here I'm renown

See but besides the unheard thoughts that exist
Persists
A little bit of
Sadness
Look up on the canvas
Blue blue blue
Is a candid
Now don't cry ittl
Be repainted soon
As long as I reacquaint my mood
Kinda skewed maybe I can paint a view
With the sun shining through
And a you named who
Who can only be true

Grey skies when I think deeper thoughts debated
Am I really I
Or am I someone captivated
In my mind
I cry
But I don't display my own frustration
I can only try to trust the very complicated

War
All my soldiers are dying
And it's like I could save em but I ain't even trying
And my soldiers are time and my soldiers are worth
Except they are passing like some moments a curse
I thirst
For a victory
But where is my artillery
Put me out my misery
But then On a bended knee
All of my mystery
Can become my liberty
My past is now my history
So I open up
My mind for all to see
Slap it on a CD
Send it to the streaming
So you can really see me
And you don't have to be me
You can find the hope
Without the wasted time
Through meditation
Mental grind
You can find
The peace
To cure your mind
Forget the hind sight
Every day is a fight
Chase the right light
And it'll be alright

Grey skies when I think deeper thoughts debated
Am I really I
Or am I someone captivated
In my mind
I cry
But I don't display my own frustration
I can only try to trust the very complicated