Put it on myself
Blame no one else
Make no excuses
For I alone have lived this life
For only my will and intent shape how these events unfold
Making peace with inner demons
Just the first stepping stone
Looking In the eyes of madness
Can you feel it seeping in
Overtaking all your senses
Tell me can you see an end
As the abyss spreads before you
Reaches in and pulls you toward it
Can you keep yourself from wondering
What lies deep inside this darkness
Or does your mind fear the answer so greatly
That it prohibits and persuades you
From formulating or postulating of
Any piece of opinion
That might slowly begin to erode the fabric of
What you think you are
All that you've known this far
The grand sum of all your experiences
Summed up in a single sentence
You were meant to be something different
Who would know better than you
Who's standing in your way
It's just you
Who pulls your strings
Who guides your fate
Who do you have to blame
At the end of the day
Who's coming to save
You from yourself
It's just you
I should have known
Somehow should have seen this coming
I should have known
That this was too much for you
Too much to ask that you should
Take some responsibility
Cause and effect correlating
Yet it seems you can not see
Your hands arbitrating the design
Of your own unmaking
Fail to realize end won't justify
The means that you've made peace with
Consequence is fruit reaped
Directly from seeds sewn by your actions
Yet you seem to care not where
Or what it is that you have planted
Bear in mind though you seem fine with breaking down all those around you
None that you've betrayed or pushed away
Will be left to hold you up
Contemplate just for one moment
Concept you might find mind blowing no one buys into your bullshit
Still you keep on trying to push it