COUPEN - if only Lyrics

If only I could get a loan, wanna see views from a pent
Lay on pillowed mattress, stare at ceiling, and vent
I feel that on this ground I'm leveled with the people bench themselves
But can't even quench themselves
They're too nuts to wrench themselves
Bolt moves, running fast from many problems I can't even outrun
Over, outdone, what's the outcome?
Downing coffee from a cup, a cloud one
Dreaming Tesla wings, where's the falcon?
Carbon fiber, wrap it matte, amalgam
Blending, mixing wrong with right, it's out ton
If only I could say it like I'm Malcolm X
Under press, feeling pressed, I impress
I possess nothing less but the best
Mind molded fearing words, wonder-less
Blindfolded, hearing birds, under stress
If only I succeed night job
With the night mob, no more night sobs
Lemme win my turn with this life knob
Turn my life hob to a life job

If only I, if only I, if only I, if only I
If only I knew some things
If only I blew the change
If only I, if only I, if only I, if only I
If only I stayed and listened to the lesson
Would not have progression, or my lethal weapon
If only I, if only I, if only I, if only I
If only I knew some things
If only I blew the change
If only I, if only I, if only I, if only I
If only I stayed and listened to the lesson
Would not have progression, or my lethal weapon

As known as my vision (Goon)
If only I doubted, then canceled the mission
If only I had no ambition or given my listen to fiends with the mind of a prison
Caged up, conforming tradition
Living their life that is driven by other's decision who cannot be risen because their position includes no addition, oh goon
I pace back and forth in this space
Nighty thoughts, what I trace
Confidence, what it takes, I need more for myself
Need more for my health, need more for my wealth
Forget a loan, if only I could go back and speak more for myself, and leave alone
All the feels I was masking, all to keep them from asking
Damn opinions, chose having self-belief, it can happen
Damn the ones that chose laughing
They won't take me out my element
Making it happen, the settlement
If only I could get rid of impediment
I'd be relevant, how I was thinking

If only I, if only I, if only I, if only I
If only I knew some things
If only I blew the change
If only I, if only I, if only I, if only I
If only I stayed and listened to the lesson
Would not have progression, or my lethal weapon
If only I, if only I, if only I, if only I
If only I knew some things
If only I blew the change
If only I, if only I, if only I, if only I
If only I stayed and listened to the lesson
Would not have progression, or my lethal weapon

As known as my vision
As known as my vision