Brazy when they can't get in touch is when they feel me
Turned Ls into Ws
Shit made me stronger but couldn't kill me
On a half an ounce is when I feel like the real me
Honestly That shit sad
My Anxiety hella bad
When I think about my past
Thank you for helping me swerve when I was bout to crash
Running in circles
Can't tell if I'm first or dead last
Government conspiracies
Can't cover up how much I miss you
Willing to take prenuptials off the pain
So that can split it with you
My Problem is my pride won't let me duck an issue
And just not speaking anymore just feels more simple
Simple don't mean better
Bein smart don't compare to clever
Joyous pain expressing myself at this level
Frustrated cause planning this as a kid I thought I had it together
Nigga just breathe
Let your ambition be everything you need
Stop basing your motion off of other niggaz speed
Nigga just breathe
How you going to help others and can't help yourself
F*ck what they say it ain't weak to ask for help
Nigga just breathe
And believe
But just breathe
Are these walls caving in
Or have I out grown my habitat
Hopefully I've outgrown
And start avoiding habits that
Keep me stagnant
I told my daddy I need a mill
For everytime I felt abandoned
I could hear the bells tolls
He Aint even chime in
For my kids I invest what's most important
Which is time in
My time spent
Running and
Catching plays
In the field always
I know how to make money at least 9 ways
Life is short
That's what time says
But I pray all my niggaz go from old age
Making legal money from screaming that
Crime pays
All for the love of the money like the ojays
I scrapped tapes thinking i sound like a mad rapper
I hate I even glorified being a trapper
Cause niggaz dying over a role like crisis actors
F*ck who progressed faster
I just want my niggaz too win
Now im realizing being happy all that matters in the end
Nigga don't you ever break but it's OK to bend
Quit trying to outsource for power that come from within
You gotta stick it out thru triple overtime for the win
I used to want a Benz
But f*ck a liability
Nigga I'm the foundation
My family needed stability
Im in the booth talking like it's just you and me
Will I get to top the mountain wait n See
But nigga just breathe
Let your ambition be everything you need
Stop basing your motion off of other niggaz speed
Just Breathe
How you gon help the people and you can't help yourself
F*ck what they say it ain't weak to ask for help
But nigga just breathe
And believe But nigga just breathe