Darron Jensen - Cold Lyrics

I was doing this for you, no not for me cause I had seen it all
Thinking back when I had seen my Momma struggling, It's not her fault
No I couldn't do nothing about, it so I had picked it up and got involved
Remember spending all my money from my birthday on my family, dawg
If I get sick I drink Promethazine, I miss when it was Tylenol
I had to double back again, I'm making sure that I was standing tall
I pray to God that every time I leave my house I make it home
I worked a Nine to Five at Ten cause I just had to get my money long
I'm always ducking cases, Twelve was on my ass they tried to get me gone
I was just minding my own business, doing shit like I was kicking stones
You're tryna taunt me with your words cause you think that shit's gonna break my bones
Narcotic, Nonchalant lil mind, why'd you think I can kick it on my own
I always knew that I was meant for something better, something different, something big
I recognized my Talents back when I was younger, just a kid
I knew that I was different, not wired like all these other kids
Already focused on the future, making my dream what it is
I've seen the system and I've lived it, the same one they tell you trust
But I've seen people dropping bodies like they flies without a fuss
And I got friends who see no ending to their pain so they just cut
Feel like you different, all alone, but truth be told you're one of us
Feeling like you gotta do this on your own
Feeling like nobody's got your back and feeling like you're grown
Even though you're just a kid, you still be gripping in that pole
Just because this Wrld be tripping, got you f*cked up on the low
That shit be tearing up my soul
I shouldn't be looking over my shoulder when I'm tryna have some fun
I shouldn't be turning on the news and see a crash out with a gun
Where's all the innocence I'm looking at my Gen and seeing none
It's like we wanted this but everybody's mad at what we've done
So where the hell did it all go
When did we become so Cold
Why keep killing each other when deep down everybody knows
The consequence of our actions but still you choose to let it go
So how you claiming you're wanting to change the Wrld but not your soul
I just really wanna know
Where the hell did it all go
When did we become so Cold
Yeah, when did we become so Cold
If I get sick I drink Promethazine, I miss when it was Tylenol
I had to double back again, I'm making sure that I was standing tall
I pray to God that every time I leave my house I make it home
I worked a Nine to Five at Ten cause I just had to get my money long
I'm always ducking cases, Twelve was on my ass they tried to get me gone
I was just minding my own business, doing shit like I was kicking stones
You're tryna taunt me with your words cause you think that shit's gonna break my bones
Narcotic, Nonchalant lil mind, why'd you think I can kick it on my own
I always knew that I was meant for something better, something different, something big
I recognized my Talents back when I was younger, just a kid
I knew that I was different, not wired like all these other kids
Already focused on the future, making my dream what it is
Too many times I told myself that I would get just where I'm at
Too many times I trusted people that just stabbed me in my back
Loosing myself to drinking heavy, until my vision turning black
Mixing them drugs, I had to stop it before I got a heart attack
I ain't been taking care of myself, I know my clock been ticking too
Feels like the Wrld been getting so Cold, but we don't know what else to do
And I don't really wanna grow old, I still got so much more to do
But yet my soul feels so Cold, I still got so much more to prove
If I get sick I drink Promethazine, I miss when it was Tylenol
I had to double back again, I'm making sure that I was standing tall
I pray to God that every time I leave my house I make it home
When I get sick I drink Promethazine, I miss when it was Tylenol