Deadsox - IN MY HEAD (Album Version) Lyrics

Tried to ignore the light from afar
Tried- Tried to ignore the light from afar
Tried- Tried to ignore the light from afar
Tried- Tried to ignore, to ignore, to ignore, ignore
I tried to ignore the light from afar
Then it started to pique my interest again (and again, and again, and again, and again)
How much I want it to get closer (get closer, yeah)
I just stand there hoping it goes away
Scare me away, but promise to chase me
Daily check up on me, so I won't leave this place
Laying in my bed, I'm patiently waiting
Scared to fall asleep and thoughts are racing
Silently suffering and I keep wondering
If something is chasing me, trying to leave me behind
Why does it go like that all of the time?
It's all in my head
I keep making up scenarios on the regular
Just one more chance
I will do better, I promise you
I'll change my way but I just don't know how
I've been reminiscing, overthinking
I'm aware that it's all in my head
I've been stalling cause I feel like I won't come any further, but
It's too soon to call it quits, yeah
Hiding what hurts, hiding what causes the pain
Hiding the tears by going out when it rains
Trying to find a clue, I'm trying to find a way, but
I can't get through you in any way
Scare me away, but promise to chase me
Daily check up on me, so I won't leave this place
Laying in my bed, I'm patiently waiting
Scared to fall asleep and thoughts are racing
Silently suffering and I keep wondering
If something is chasing me, trying to leave me behind
Why does it go like that all of the time?
It's all in my head (I've been making up scenarios on the re)
Just give me one more chance (it's all in my head)
It's all in my head
I keep making up scenarios on the regular
Just one more chance
I will do better, I promise you
I'll change my way but I just don't know how