I'm lost and I'm in it
Can't tell by the pendulum swinging
That this right here will my last minute
This time it feels infinite
Goddammit, just circle the drain
Every time I do wrong, I feel so vain
I love you, but you deserve better
So I wrote you a little love letter
This time last year, I felt you fall
I felt your weight in my hands
You ain't gotta sit here and just know it all
I bought some drip, I tried to ball
I wanted some looks, I felt so tall
But shit slips past when you know it don't matter
Except the people you care about are climbing up ladders
I found my wings, but I'm falling
Kill time, I'm still ballin
Shine my light, but I'm stalling
Goddammit, found a calling
I stumbled up the stairs, I can't catch my breath
I look in the mirror, and I see what's left
And I know it's me, and I know I'm gone
This shit go forever, and you know I'm on
I'm lost and I'm in it
Can't tell by the pendulum swinging
That this right here will my last minute
This time it feels infinite
Goddammit, just circle the drain
Every time I do wrong, I feel so vain
I love you, but you deserve better
So I wrote you a little love letter
Diesel, what you think of this
I don't wanna leave the party so soon
Especially on a full moon
With the flowers in bloom in the middle of June
And I'm out here singing my favorite tune
Diesel, what are you thinking
What's in the cup that you drinking
You was all dark about an hour ago
Telling me just how bad you wanna go
I think I'm gonna go grab us our keys
Say our goodbyes, take a sip, and then leave
Or we could go without throwin' a piece I think it's better if we keep it decent
I'm lost and I'm in it
Can't tell by the pendulum swinging
That this right here will my last minute
This time it feels infinite
Goddammit, just circle the drain
Every time I do wrong, I feel so vain
I love you, but you deserve better
So I wrote you a little love letter
I want you here, I want you here
I want you home, listen my dear
I want you here, I want you here
I want my darling home so I can take you near
I'm lost and I'm in it
Can't tell by the pendulum swinging
That this right here will my last minute
This time it feels infinite
Goddammit, just circle the drain
Every time I do wrong, I feel so vain
I love you, but you deserve better
So I wrote you a little love letter
I want you here, I want you here
I want you home, listen my dear
I want you here, I want you here
I want my darling home so I can take you near