Drewlar - Into the Night Lyrics

So you talk to me
I look at you
But I already have no clue
What you're saying
Cause i'm already trapped
In my mental zoo
Excuse me I don't mean to be rude
I promise there's no attitude
I just wish I could live in the moment
And not have to exclude

Myself in the moments
Where memories are made
It's so hard to remember a time
When I could relate
To people around me
I feel like i'm not resolving
My own issues
Cause i'm caught in my metaphorical mental shade
Where is the light?
Where is the way?
Please show me I cannot say
Anything that's on my mind
Because I am too far away
I tried to sit and meditate
I tried to pop and medicate
But nothing seems to work
No matter how much I dedicate

When I go into the night
I feel that I just might
Have to put up a fight
With my mind
So I have to try my hardest
To not ever forget
That I have many gifts
Of love and bliss

I cannot forget all the positives in my life
Even though sometimes
The balance seems to be tipped
I have to try
To search for the sunny side
Although my brain feels scrambled
Sometimes you have to take a risk
Cross the bridge and take a gamble

I have to trust myself
Ironically i'm my own help
But that's the beauty of being human
And not something else
Life is tough but I'll find a way
Somehow in my dark mental state
This is the gift I've been given
So I'll always come to create

When I go into the night
I feel that I just might
Have to put up a fight
With my mind
So I have to try my hardest
To not ever forget
That I have many gifts
Of love and bliss