Emo Side Project - How Memory Works Lyrics

5 A.M.
Eyes wide open again.
And the moon is looking at me like a dog I haven't fed in weeks.
My mind keeps playing tricks on me.
It thinks you're there then I reach out my hand and get air.

Don't you f*cking let go.
I still need you so close.
Don't you f*cking stop talking me to sleep.
It helps me dream.

Hey, I know it's been awhile.
But can I please ask you something?
Why don't you take one f*cking second out of your life to tell why you're still keeping this up.
When you tell me you feel so empty.
I don't even have anything to feel empty anymore.

Don't you f*cking let go.
I still need you so close.
Don't you f*cking stop talking me to sleep;
Reviving my dreams.

Can I please tell you a secret?
Last night I had a dream.
We were sitting in your parking lot
You looked and said to me:
"I'm so f*cking sorry.
I take back all this shit I did to you over the years.
But right now all I want to do is take your hand and run away;
Take the f*cking fastest plane to France.
So if you could please forgive me and look into my eyes
And tell me you still f*cking love me..."
And then I woke up to my sheets covered in ice.
But I could swear you were the moonlight in my eyes.