My diary reads that I'm waiting
For someone to complete my life
I was twelve when I wrote it, it's so exhausting
We're taught that's the one way to thrive
Took so long to realize
That I'm whole by myself, I am happier
And my girls will always have my back
But I still like myself when I'm falling in love
And my feelings are under attack
I like myself when I'm falling in love
A glow on my face and a voice in my heart
It's telling me to be brave stop when I'm playing it safe
There's a chance I will miss if I'm thinking too hard
I give you the keys and I let down my guard
My diary reads I wish he'd like me back
It tears me apart to see them like that
Now I embrace the sensation, the warmth by the fire
Feelings don't subtract and they don't divide
I'm whole by myself, might be happier
With you but for now, that's alright
I can savor the moments the sparks on the inside
The sparks that are constantly flying
I like myself when I'm falling in love
A glow on my face and a voice in my heart
It's telling me to stay low when I might as well explode
I'll keep it in my heart
No matter if it flows both ways
Always
My diary reads oh I wish he would stay
Just a little longer, I'm counting down the days
It hurts that you'll leave me
But I'll hold your hand as long as I can
I'm whole by myself, I'm a work of art
I am a beautiful colorful mess
You can paint all those memories on me
I'll cherish them
When I lose you I won't be less
I'm my best self when I'm falling in love
I'll bare my skin, I'll show you my flaws
I'm gonna take a risk now
For the moments meant to follow
If you want to feel it too gotta be vulnerable
I love the feeling of falling in love
Nervous excitement, dreams so delightful
A human and a pure soul,
Waiting for your next call
I love when I'm drowning