Teaser Video (MV)

I kept this beat 100 bpm
Like maybe y'all feel me then
Cause only surface level shit stays on peoples mind
But I don't really care
I just wanna be real in this rhyme
I wanna speak from a deeper part
Ima speak from my heart
Cause in truth
I've always been afraid about being real
Like when's the last conversation I said what I truly feel
So I wrote this rap to help me
Contemplate and express my interstate
I don't wanna change the hate
I don't wanna bait
I just wanna make this for someone feeling lonely to relate
Cause I'm tired of the act
I'm just tired of the fact
All they see is the wizard of oz
And they clap with a fake ass applause
Not seeing the loser behind the curtain

Like people wonder why
I act silent and shy
Cause it's always been hard to connect
Like most people always found me as a defect
I'm just a motherfukin reject
That why I never said what I truly felt
Cause how could I ever fall if I always just knelt
Escaping every way with fake smiles everyday
It don't matter what I say
I be trying to fit in sit in and listen
To expectations I can't fulfill
I'm apathetic like I'd rather not deal
But in the end you should say what you truly feel
Cause searching for that approval in others
Just makes you cower under covers
Like f*ck that shit
It's so easy to judge one another cuz we all don't fit
Like people make racks on racks
From what people lack
Making money off low self esteem
We gotta get the money
Get the green
We all livin that american dream
But there's no point of a dream if you can't be yourself
So I'm done askin for help
If I want something done ima do it myself
Like most people are never loyal
They hop around like silly rabbit
And their tricks are for kids
Please know I'm not playing around
This ain't no f*ckin game to me
And I can hear them laugh like my life's a comedy
But like michael scott
You don't know how high I can fly
Even if you hate this corny ass guy
I'll be pushin
Plp till the day I die

So yeah in truth
I was scared about being real
Like I didn't remember the last time in a conversation I said what I truly feel
But I wrote this rap to help me contemplate and express my interstate
I don't wanna change the hate
I don't wanna bait
I just wanna make this for someone feeling lonely to relate
Like I accept the person behind the curtain
And I'm dead certain
He isn't trying to fit in
And be a slave to you
He chooses what the f*ck he wants to do
Like I ain't no people pleaser
And this ain't no motherf*ckin teaser