The Abyss Video (MV)

I've been through struggles, yeah I've been through pain
Wish I was something special, but I'm just deranged
I got turned around and, Cannot find my way
I've lost all my focus, And now I can't explain
Everyday I feel this strife, Everyday I see my life, I wanna put it on pause, Cause it's Tryna pass by, but I can't catch up, Tellin' me to standby
One more favor and I'll crash and burn, one more failure is a lesson learned, If you want Something you better f*ckin earn, Gotta give it my all or be left to burn yo
Standin' strong, gotta give it all I've got
If I do not fight am I even worth the dust
Gotta fight hard just to make it through the rough
Down to my f*ckin bones I ain't ever givin' up
Yeah I'm givin' it my all but it's not enough
They'll find me at the top even when I'm sunk
Even through the pain, I will find trust
Find me in the abyss surrounded by my blood
There's so much struggle, There's so much pain
In the end I feel like I'm gonna go insane
I pick up my pen and pad, write and I write, I won't ever change
I sunk so deep and I cannot face, my family or friends I'm a disgrace
I was feelin' like I'm useless
I was lost so deep but the truth is
Nobody will stop my movement
What is, true
I don't really care if you care for me
My sanity is slowly depleting
I'm on my knees and I cannot breath
Standin' strong, gotta give it all I've got
If I do not fight am I even worth the dust
Gotta fight hard just to make it through the rough
Down to my f*ckin bones I ain't ever givin' up
Yeah I'm givin' it my all but it's not enough
They'll find me at the top even when I'm sunk
Even through the pain, I will find trust
Find me in the abyss surrounded by my blood
I'm fallin' down
I'm breaking out
I'm shaking now
This is all the life I've found
Addiction caused
The Gunshots
I miss it all
Screamin' at the top of my lungs
If I cry if I scream Then I'm not here
If I break at the seams then I'll disappear
If you know that I'm lost then it's all clear
I'm in the abyss bleeding out you're not near
Standin' strong, gotta give it all I've got
If I do not fight am I even worth the dust
Gotta fight hard just to make it through the rough
Down to my f*ckin bones I ain't ever givin' up
Yeah I'm givin' it my all but it's not enough
They'll find me at the top even when I'm sunk
Even through the pain, I will find trust
Find me in the abyss surrounded by my blood