Shut In Video (MV)

Neglect
Sustained
Contempt consumes me
It claws at my skin
These thoughts are draining me
I say its all my fault
Still see it's all their fault
The neglect sustained
I
I shall remain
Restless
Fixated on my own faults
Learned hatred growing inside
My disgust left thriving inside
I Can't
Contain Myself
Can't Be Concerned Like Everybody Else
Who Can
Believe In Themselves
This Life Has Stripped Me Of My Worth
I'm Shut In, Shut In
Won't Someone Set Me Free
Im trapped
Here
Stuck Inside My Mind
Left Drowning In My Own Doubt
I still
Remain
Hopeless, frustrated
I'm still restless
I can't see through the darkness inside
I'm falling back in my ways
I don't have too much to say
My visions' left me sullen and grey
Disparity has left me crawling away
This burden taking over my days
In my resolve
I am disastrous
Refuse to perceive
This
As
Anything other than
My fault
Victimized by ourselves
Consuming all these lies
Won't bring new faith inside
With
Like minds so
Ill
I stay here laying still
I can't
Be concerned with the rest of you
Who all just bring me down
I can't
Contain myself
Can't be concerned like everybody else
Who can
Believe in themselves
This life has stripped me of my worth
I'm shut in, shut in
Won't someone set me free
I'm trapped
Here
Stuck inside my mind
Left drowning in my own doubt
Oof
Left drowning in my own doubt