Get real
Get out of here
Go somewhere better than this place
You'll never make it if you stay
You'll never leave
You'll never change
And as it goes
This room has become a place to waste
A space to fade
A constant race to end each day
My head is filled with all the things that I never said to you
They say to tell the truth when you write
And out of spite I will tell you the biggest f*cking lie that I could find
I am trying to be myself I can't understand how you think that I gave up on anything
I was hiding inside my head
But now I think I'm on my way to letting myself be something
I keep coming back to the way that things were
Inhale, exhale again
Annoying all my friends with everything that I've been thinking
Constantly contemplating what I'm doing to myself
When I keep fixing things with short term memory loss
Nothing changes, it only serves me as temporary sources of happiness
I fool myself into thinking I am fine
Only lasting for short moments of my life
I am stuck in my alternating mind