Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah
Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah
I'm spinning circles and I can't deny
Floating on your love like a butterfly
Got me jumping inside, thinking about you
No secrets, no games to play
It's alright, it's okay, I never felt this way
Got me jumping inside, thinking about you
Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah
Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah
Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah (I'm in a band, I'm in a band)
(I'm in a band, I'm in a band)
Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah (I'm in a band, I'm in a band)
(I'm in a band, I'm in a band)
I got ice in my OJ, I'm a cold, hard bitch
A lot of dumb motherf*ckers that I made rich
Might go back to Mississippi
Careful I don't take you with me
I'm spinning circles and I can't deny (Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah)
Floating on your love like a butterfly (Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah)
Got me jumping inside, thinking about you (I'm thinking about you)
No secrets, no games to play (Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah)
It's alright, it's okay, I never felt this way (Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah)
Got me jumping inside, thinking about you (I'm thinking about you)
Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah (I'm in a band, I'm in a band, she's in a band)
(I'm in a band, I'm in a band, you're in a band)
Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah (I'm in a band, I'm in a band, she's in a band)
(I'm in a band, I'm in a band)
Got me jumping inside, thinking about you, you, you
Got me jumping inside, thinking about you, you, you
Hayley Williams - Ego Death at a Bachelorette Party Album Lyrics
Hayley Williams - Ego Death at a Bachelorette Party Lyrics
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James, Jeremy Bose, Matt Bronleewe, Tasia Tjonrhom
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Glum
In the wake of your sunshine
I've never felt so glum
Think I'm made up of moonlight
Don't reach quite as far, but I still show up
Stick around for someone (someone)
Stick around 'til dawn, I wonder
Do you ever feel so alone
That you could implode and no one would know?
And when you look around and nobody's home
But you wanna go back to wherever we're from
To wherever we're from
Spaced out at a stoplight
Who's laying on their horn?
'Cause it's in tune with this song
Wanna put it in park, listen all day long
Hey man, roll down your window (window, window)
Light's already yellow, I wonder
Do you ever feel so alone
That you could implode and no one would know?
And when you look around and nobody's home
That you wanna go back to wherever we're from
Wherever we're from
On my way to thirty-seven years
I do not know if I'll ever know
What in the living f*ck I'm doing here
Does anyone know if this is normal?
I wonder, I wonder
Do you ever feel so alone (feel)
That you can implode and no one would know? (No one would know)
And when you look around and nobody's home (nobody's home)
That you wanna go back to wherever we're from
Wherever we're from
In the wake of your sunshine
I've never felt so glum
I've never felt so glum
Think I'm made up of moonlight
Don't reach quite as far, but I still show up
Stick around for someone (someone)
Stick around 'til dawn, I wonder
Do you ever feel so alone
That you could implode and no one would know?
And when you look around and nobody's home
But you wanna go back to wherever we're from
To wherever we're from
Spaced out at a stoplight
Who's laying on their horn?
'Cause it's in tune with this song
Wanna put it in park, listen all day long
Hey man, roll down your window (window, window)
Light's already yellow, I wonder
Do you ever feel so alone
That you could implode and no one would know?
And when you look around and nobody's home
That you wanna go back to wherever we're from
Wherever we're from
On my way to thirty-seven years
I do not know if I'll ever know
What in the living f*ck I'm doing here
Does anyone know if this is normal?
I wonder, I wonder
Do you ever feel so alone (feel)
That you can implode and no one would know? (No one would know)
And when you look around and nobody's home (nobody's home)
That you wanna go back to wherever we're from
Wherever we're from
In the wake of your sunshine
I've never felt so glum
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Kill Me
Eldest daughters never miss their chances
To learn the hardest lessons again and again
Carrying my mother's mother's torment
I think I'm where the bloodline ends
I'll never do the right thing again
Go ahead and kill me
Can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me
Can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Eldest daughter comes to stop the cycle
A job you nеver asked for is paying in dust
Setting down your mothеr's mother's torment
Save yourself or make room for us
'Cause either way we live in your blood
Go ahead and kill me
Can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me
Can't get much stronger (Ah-ah-ah)
Find another soldier, another soldier (Jesus Christ get me out of here)
I'm sorry that you're going through something hard
I'm sorry that you're going through something hard
Go ahead and kill me, can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me, can't get much stronger (Ah-ah-ah)
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me, can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me, can't get much stronger (Ah-ah-ah)
Find another soldier, another soldier
To learn the hardest lessons again and again
Carrying my mother's mother's torment
I think I'm where the bloodline ends
I'll never do the right thing again
Go ahead and kill me
Can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me
Can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Eldest daughter comes to stop the cycle
A job you nеver asked for is paying in dust
Setting down your mothеr's mother's torment
Save yourself or make room for us
'Cause either way we live in your blood
Go ahead and kill me
Can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me
Can't get much stronger (Ah-ah-ah)
Find another soldier, another soldier (Jesus Christ get me out of here)
I'm sorry that you're going through something hard
I'm sorry that you're going through something hard
Go ahead and kill me, can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me, can't get much stronger (Ah-ah-ah)
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me, can't get much stronger
Find another soldier, another soldier
Go ahead and kill me, can't get much stronger (Ah-ah-ah)
Find another soldier, another soldier
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Whim
Baby, take it easy
When starting something new
Listen how the heart beats
It always tells the truth
Baby, take it easy
When following a whim
And listen how the heart beats
Lying next to him
(Ah-ah-ah)
Bare feet on the concrete, freckles on your knees
Searching for a bloodstain, bandages are clean
Baby, take it easy following a whim
Listen how the heart beats lying next to him
I want to be in love
To believe in us instead of sabotage
I want to be in love
To believe in us instead of sabotage
Baby, take it easy
You're always on the move
Something in the stillness
Gets you to the truth
And I know you took a beating
I know it's all a risk
But listen how the heart beats
Lying next to him
Sunshine through the curtain, music in my head
Still be singing to you long after we're dead
I want to be in love
To believe in us, sans sabotage
I want to be in love
To believe in us, sans sabotage
I want to believe in love
I want to believe in us
I want to believe in love
I want to believe in us
I want to be in love
To believe in us, sans sabotage
I want to be in love
To believe in us, sans sabotage
I want to be in love
(Bare feet on the concrete, freckles on your knees)
To believe in us, sans sabotage
(Searching for a bloodstain, bandages are clean)
I want to be in love
(Sunshine through the curtain, music in my head)
To believe in us, sans sabotage
(Still be singing to you long after we're dead)
When starting something new
Listen how the heart beats
It always tells the truth
Baby, take it easy
When following a whim
And listen how the heart beats
Lying next to him
(Ah-ah-ah)
Bare feet on the concrete, freckles on your knees
Searching for a bloodstain, bandages are clean
Baby, take it easy following a whim
Listen how the heart beats lying next to him
I want to be in love
To believe in us instead of sabotage
I want to be in love
To believe in us instead of sabotage
Baby, take it easy
You're always on the move
Something in the stillness
Gets you to the truth
And I know you took a beating
I know it's all a risk
But listen how the heart beats
Lying next to him
Sunshine through the curtain, music in my head
Still be singing to you long after we're dead
I want to be in love
To believe in us, sans sabotage
I want to be in love
To believe in us, sans sabotage
I want to believe in love
I want to believe in us
I want to believe in love
I want to believe in us
I want to be in love
To believe in us, sans sabotage
I want to be in love
To believe in us, sans sabotage
I want to be in love
(Bare feet on the concrete, freckles on your knees)
To believe in us, sans sabotage
(Searching for a bloodstain, bandages are clean)
I want to be in love
(Sunshine through the curtain, music in my head)
To believe in us, sans sabotage
(Still be singing to you long after we're dead)
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Mirtazapine
For when the heart's a sinking stone
That's smashing, fusing to your bones
For when you're crying at the sky
And losing all your appetite
Here come my genie in a screw cap bottle
To grant me temporary solace
I could never be without her
I had to write a song about her
Who am I without you now?
Mirtazapine
You make me eat, you make me sleep
Mirtazapine
You let me dream, you let me dream
Ah-ha
For when you're happy for a day
Then wake up to remembering
That things will never be the same
Feels like it's your fault it turned out that way
Here come my genie in a screw cap bottle
To grant me temporary solace
I could never be without her
I had to write a song about her
Who am I without you now?
Mirtazapine
You make me eat, you make me sleep
Mirtazapine
You let me dream, you let me dream
Ah-ha
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Mirtazapine, oh, oh
Mirtazapine
You make me eat, you make me sleep
Mirtazapine
You let me dream, you let me dream
Mirtazapine
You make me eat, you make me sleep
Mirtazapine
You let me dream, you let me dream
Ah-ha
Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
That's smashing, fusing to your bones
For when you're crying at the sky
And losing all your appetite
Here come my genie in a screw cap bottle
To grant me temporary solace
I could never be without her
I had to write a song about her
Who am I without you now?
Mirtazapine
You make me eat, you make me sleep
Mirtazapine
You let me dream, you let me dream
Ah-ha
For when you're happy for a day
Then wake up to remembering
That things will never be the same
Feels like it's your fault it turned out that way
Here come my genie in a screw cap bottle
To grant me temporary solace
I could never be without her
I had to write a song about her
Who am I without you now?
Mirtazapine
You make me eat, you make me sleep
Mirtazapine
You let me dream, you let me dream
Ah-ha
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Mirtazapine, oh, oh
Mirtazapine
You make me eat, you make me sleep
Mirtazapine
You let me dream, you let me dream
Mirtazapine
You make me eat, you make me sleep
Mirtazapine
You let me dream, you let me dream
Ah-ha
Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Disappearing Man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Now I understand how you feel abandoned
At a depth you would never share with me
And I tried to make it to the bottom
Suck out all the poison, but in the end
Had no choice but to surface and surrender
Disappearing man
You could really have anyone
And you had me
Why'd you let go? (Why'd you let go?)
You could really have anyone
Except for me, I suppose
Just like I said, had to come up for air
'Cause I know better than to hold my breath for too long
Now, love, you're not the only one who's lonely
My final act of love was surrender
Oh, surrender
Disappearing man
You could really have anyone
And you had me
Why'd you let go? (Why'd you let go?)
You could really have anyone
Except for me, I suppose (so it goes)
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Won't you just surrender?
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Won't you just surrender?
Disappearing man
You could really have anyone
And you had me
Why'd you let go? (Why'd you let go?)
You could really have anyone
Except for me, I suppose (so it goes)
Disappearing man, that's thin as air with wild hair
And a stare that could melt stone (thin as, thin as, air, air)
There were no conditions to my love
Yeah, it was endless 'til there was no you to hold (thin as, thin as, air, air)
Disappearing man
Won't you just surrender?
Disappearing man
Won't you just surrender
Disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Now I understand how you feel abandoned
At a depth you would never share with me
And I tried to make it to the bottom
Suck out all the poison, but in the end
Had no choice but to surface and surrender
Disappearing man
You could really have anyone
And you had me
Why'd you let go? (Why'd you let go?)
You could really have anyone
Except for me, I suppose
Just like I said, had to come up for air
'Cause I know better than to hold my breath for too long
Now, love, you're not the only one who's lonely
My final act of love was surrender
Oh, surrender
Disappearing man
You could really have anyone
And you had me
Why'd you let go? (Why'd you let go?)
You could really have anyone
Except for me, I suppose (so it goes)
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Won't you just surrender?
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Yeah, we made it, disappearing man
Won't you just surrender?
Disappearing man
You could really have anyone
And you had me
Why'd you let go? (Why'd you let go?)
You could really have anyone
Except for me, I suppose (so it goes)
Disappearing man, that's thin as air with wild hair
And a stare that could melt stone (thin as, thin as, air, air)
There were no conditions to my love
Yeah, it was endless 'til there was no you to hold (thin as, thin as, air, air)
Disappearing man
Won't you just surrender?
Disappearing man
Won't you just surrender
Disappearing man
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Love Me Different
I save my very best for you, mm-mm
Friends to lovers trope came true
You said that I deserved someone
Who knows what I am worth
Now I wonder
What am I worth to you?
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I want someone to love me different
Huh
Eliza tells me I'll be fine, mm-mm
Like there's something better for me down the line
But nothing could compare to the potential greatest love of all time
The pleasure and the agony's all mine
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I want someone to love me different
I want, I want, I want
And I want someone to love me different
Endless hours of therapy
Two prescriptions, no good routines
Guess I'm the one who's gotta love me differently
Endless scrolling, up 'til three
Alex Reads Tarot reads the shit out of me
Now I'm the one who's gotta love me differently
I want, I want, I want, I
I want, I want, I want, I
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I want someone to love me different
I want, I want, I want
And I want someone to love me different
Friends to lovers trope came true
You said that I deserved someone
Who knows what I am worth
Now I wonder
What am I worth to you?
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I want someone to love me different
Huh
Eliza tells me I'll be fine, mm-mm
Like there's something better for me down the line
But nothing could compare to the potential greatest love of all time
The pleasure and the agony's all mine
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I want someone to love me different
I want, I want, I want
And I want someone to love me different
Endless hours of therapy
Two prescriptions, no good routines
Guess I'm the one who's gotta love me differently
Endless scrolling, up 'til three
Alex Reads Tarot reads the shit out of me
Now I'm the one who's gotta love me differently
I want, I want, I want, I
I want, I want, I want, I
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I know that you're probably telling yourself that no one's gonna love me like you did
And I know that you're probably right about that, but someone's gonna love me different
And I want someone to love me different
I want, I want, I want
And I want someone to love me different
Writer: Hayley Williams, Christian Mazzalai, Daniel James, Frederic Moulin, Laurent Mazzalai, Thomas Croquet
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Brotherly Hate
Brotherly love, brotherly hate
Don't it sometimes feel like the same thing?
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
However you bend, however you sway
Furious roots just won't give way
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
I've been laid out on your limbs
Carved my name into every one of them (Na)
Please don't fall, please don't break
Please stay strong for all of our sakes
Uh-uh
Are you Siamese twins?
Are you headed two ways?
Just asking for a friend
You could make each other small, or make each othеr great
If you think that you could give more than you could takе
Uh-uh
Nick your hand
Or spit into it
Shake hands
That's how you do it
Brotherly love, brotherly hate
Don't it sometimes feel like the same thing?
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
However you bend, however you sway
Furious roots just won't give way
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
Blood oath, baby, took a vow unspoken
Not on speaking terms, now you could pick up the phone
You could pull up to his house
You could find out you're alone if you keep f*cking around
You say that that's your brother, you'll always come around
You'll always have each other
Not if you never pick up where you let down
I love him like a brother, I love him like I'm dumb, let's
Get the shit together, motherf*ckers, sick of missing ya
Uh-uh-ah
Brotherly love, brotherly hate
Don't it sometimes feel like the same thing?
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
However you bend, however you sway
Furious roots just won't give way
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
Nick your hand
Or spit into it
Shake hands
That's how you do it
Nick your hand
Or spit into it
Shake hands
That's how you do it
(That's how you do it)
Uh-uh
Don't it sometimes feel like the same thing?
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
However you bend, however you sway
Furious roots just won't give way
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
I've been laid out on your limbs
Carved my name into every one of them (Na)
Please don't fall, please don't break
Please stay strong for all of our sakes
Uh-uh
Are you Siamese twins?
Are you headed two ways?
Just asking for a friend
You could make each other small, or make each othеr great
If you think that you could give more than you could takе
Uh-uh
Nick your hand
Or spit into it
Shake hands
That's how you do it
Brotherly love, brotherly hate
Don't it sometimes feel like the same thing?
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
However you bend, however you sway
Furious roots just won't give way
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
Blood oath, baby, took a vow unspoken
Not on speaking terms, now you could pick up the phone
You could pull up to his house
You could find out you're alone if you keep f*cking around
You say that that's your brother, you'll always come around
You'll always have each other
Not if you never pick up where you let down
I love him like a brother, I love him like I'm dumb, let's
Get the shit together, motherf*ckers, sick of missing ya
Uh-uh-ah
Brotherly love, brotherly hate
Don't it sometimes feel like the same thing?
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
However you bend, however you sway
Furious roots just won't give way
Ah, ah-ah-ah-ah, ah, ah
Nick your hand
Or spit into it
Shake hands
That's how you do it
Nick your hand
Or spit into it
Shake hands
That's how you do it
(That's how you do it)
Uh-uh
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Negative Self Talk
Negative self-talk
A veteran, self-taught
Et cetera, on and on
I'm sick of hearing myself talk
The long walk between the car and the house
I just sit behind the wheel 'til the battery runs out
Home is where we were loud
Used to sing down the hall to your signature sound
Now it's just so quiet, I hate this gorgeous house
Can't hear my heart beat over emptiness now
Chorus of my worst thoughts, drawing curtains shut
As hope takes a bow
(Now all I hear is)
Negativе self-talk (Yeah, all I hear is)
A vеteran self-taught (All I hear is)
Et cetera, on and on (All I hear is)
I'm sick of hearing myself talk
I write like a volcano, projectile spewing out
Quiet mind's a loaded cannon, who's it aimed at now?
And the tip of my tongue, tip of the iceberg
Turn Titanic around, let me thaw out
('Cause all I hear is)
Negative self-talk (Yeah, all I hear is)
A veteran self-taught (All I hear is)
Et cetera, on and on (All I hear is)
I'm sick of hearing myself talk
Sung over the bones of you and I
Words spun into daisy wheels in my mind
I am Vasilisa, guide me through the night
Nothing more will enter me but light (Ooh-ooh)
(And I won't hear it)
Negative self-talk (Now I won't hear it)
A veteran self-taught (No, I won't hear it)
Et cetera, on and on (Now I won't hear it)
I'm sick of hearing myself talk
Ooh-ooh (No, I won't hear it)
Ooh-ooh (No, I won't hear it)
Ooh-ooh (No, I won't hear it)
Ooh-ooh (No, I won't hear it)
A veteran, self-taught
Et cetera, on and on
I'm sick of hearing myself talk
The long walk between the car and the house
I just sit behind the wheel 'til the battery runs out
Home is where we were loud
Used to sing down the hall to your signature sound
Now it's just so quiet, I hate this gorgeous house
Can't hear my heart beat over emptiness now
Chorus of my worst thoughts, drawing curtains shut
As hope takes a bow
(Now all I hear is)
Negativе self-talk (Yeah, all I hear is)
A vеteran self-taught (All I hear is)
Et cetera, on and on (All I hear is)
I'm sick of hearing myself talk
I write like a volcano, projectile spewing out
Quiet mind's a loaded cannon, who's it aimed at now?
And the tip of my tongue, tip of the iceberg
Turn Titanic around, let me thaw out
('Cause all I hear is)
Negative self-talk (Yeah, all I hear is)
A veteran self-taught (All I hear is)
Et cetera, on and on (All I hear is)
I'm sick of hearing myself talk
Sung over the bones of you and I
Words spun into daisy wheels in my mind
I am Vasilisa, guide me through the night
Nothing more will enter me but light (Ooh-ooh)
(And I won't hear it)
Negative self-talk (Now I won't hear it)
A veteran self-taught (No, I won't hear it)
Et cetera, on and on (Now I won't hear it)
I'm sick of hearing myself talk
Ooh-ooh (No, I won't hear it)
Ooh-ooh (No, I won't hear it)
Ooh-ooh (No, I won't hear it)
Ooh-ooh (No, I won't hear it)
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Ego Death At A Bachelorette Party
I'll be the biggest star at this racist country singer's bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
I'm the biggest star at this racist country singer's bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up, can only go up
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up, can only go up
I'll be the biggest star at this bachelorette party bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
I'm the biggest star at this bachelorette party bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up, can only go up
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up, can only go up
Ah-ah
Mm-mm
Got too big for my britches
Too big for my fishes
The sea got shallower every day
I danced, I said my prayers, it never rained
And I just want to be in California
Heaven laughs 'cause they all tried to warn us
They sent me right back from where I came
My tail between my legs on Broadway
I'll be the biggest star at this f*cking karaoke bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
I'm the biggest star at this f*cking karaoke bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
I'm the biggest star at this racist country singer's bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up, can only go up
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up, can only go up
I'll be the biggest star at this bachelorette party bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
I'm the biggest star at this bachelorette party bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up, can only go up
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up from here
Can only go up, can only go up
Ah-ah
Mm-mm
Got too big for my britches
Too big for my fishes
The sea got shallower every day
I danced, I said my prayers, it never rained
And I just want to be in California
Heaven laughs 'cause they all tried to warn us
They sent me right back from where I came
My tail between my legs on Broadway
I'll be the biggest star at this f*cking karaoke bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
I'm the biggest star at this f*cking karaoke bar
No use shootin' for the moon, no use chasing waterfalls
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Hard
The way you held my face, I swear I softened
For the very first time in my life
Fist unclenched and my guard started dropping
We kissed quick before you pulled me inside
The next morning, I looked in the mirror
Saw a woman I had never met
She looked hopeful, even sorta pitiful
Like she forgot nothing is a given
Nothing is a given
So hit me, I can't get soft
'Cause I'm too hard
And my ribs are metal cages
To guard my heart
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I got married once in combat boots and
Only listened to testosterone music
I had to my kill my feminine just to do it
To get to you, I had to go through it
So hit me, I can't get soft
'Cause I'm too hard (hard)
And my ribs are metal cages
To guard my heart (heart)
I'm too, I'm too hard
Always ready for the piano to fall
Always ready to be left out in the cold
Armor's heavy, never suited me at all
But it's the devil I know
So hit me, I can't get soft
'Cause I'm too hard (hard)
And my ribs are metal cages
To guard my heart (heart)
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
For the very first time in my life
Fist unclenched and my guard started dropping
We kissed quick before you pulled me inside
The next morning, I looked in the mirror
Saw a woman I had never met
She looked hopeful, even sorta pitiful
Like she forgot nothing is a given
Nothing is a given
So hit me, I can't get soft
'Cause I'm too hard
And my ribs are metal cages
To guard my heart
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I got married once in combat boots and
Only listened to testosterone music
I had to my kill my feminine just to do it
To get to you, I had to go through it
So hit me, I can't get soft
'Cause I'm too hard (hard)
And my ribs are metal cages
To guard my heart (heart)
I'm too, I'm too hard
Always ready for the piano to fall
Always ready to be left out in the cold
Armor's heavy, never suited me at all
But it's the devil I know
So hit me, I can't get soft
'Cause I'm too hard (hard)
And my ribs are metal cages
To guard my heart (heart)
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
I'm too, I'm too hard
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Discovery Channel
Barbaric bliss, teeth mash when we kiss
No wound to lick 'cause the hurt is hidden
Don't you miss when I used to smile?
Blood on my lips, you start to cry
Barbaric bliss, the hurt is hidden
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Twenty-something years ago, we started
Playing a little game, and now we're all
Gonna sit down and we're gonna finish it, and guess what?
Your turn, the hurt is hidden
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
I can't heal, you keep ripping me open
I can't feel, you keep ripping me open
You said we shouldn't even be here (I can't heal, you keep ripping me open)
Unless we know we're gonna make it
You said we shouldn't even be here (I can't feel, you keep ripping me open)
Unless we know we're gonna make it
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals (I can't heal, you keep ripping me open)
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals (I can't feel, you keep ripping me open)
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
No wound to lick 'cause the hurt is hidden
Don't you miss when I used to smile?
Blood on my lips, you start to cry
Barbaric bliss, the hurt is hidden
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Twenty-something years ago, we started
Playing a little game, and now we're all
Gonna sit down and we're gonna finish it, and guess what?
Your turn, the hurt is hidden
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
I can't heal, you keep ripping me open
I can't feel, you keep ripping me open
You said we shouldn't even be here (I can't heal, you keep ripping me open)
Unless we know we're gonna make it
You said we shouldn't even be here (I can't feel, you keep ripping me open)
Unless we know we're gonna make it
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals (I can't heal, you keep ripping me open)
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals (I can't feel, you keep ripping me open)
So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel
Writer: Hayley Williams, James Moyer Franks, Daniel James, Chris Allsburg, Jim Strain, Jonathan Hensleigh
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
True Believer
Tourist and bull down Broadway
Cumberland keeps claiming bodies
All our best memories were bought
And then turned into apartments
The club with all the hardcore shows
Now just a grayscale Domino's
The churches overflow each Sunday
Greedy Sunday morning
Gift shop in the lobby
Act like God ain't watching
Kill the soul, turn a profit
What lives on, Southern Gotham
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones with my belief
And I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones 'cause I'm a true believer
They put up chain-link fences
Underneath the biggest bridges
They pose in Christmas cards
With guns as big as all the children
They say that Jesus is the way
But then they gave him a white face
So that they don't have to pray
To someone they deem lesser than them
The South will not rise again
'Til it's paid for every sin
Strange fruit, hard bargain
'Til the roots, Southern Gotham
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones with my belief
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones 'cause I'm a true believer
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones with my belief
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones 'cause I'm a true believer
Cumberland keeps claiming bodies
All our best memories were bought
And then turned into apartments
The club with all the hardcore shows
Now just a grayscale Domino's
The churches overflow each Sunday
Greedy Sunday morning
Gift shop in the lobby
Act like God ain't watching
Kill the soul, turn a profit
What lives on, Southern Gotham
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones with my belief
And I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones 'cause I'm a true believer
They put up chain-link fences
Underneath the biggest bridges
They pose in Christmas cards
With guns as big as all the children
They say that Jesus is the way
But then they gave him a white face
So that they don't have to pray
To someone they deem lesser than them
The South will not rise again
'Til it's paid for every sin
Strange fruit, hard bargain
'Til the roots, Southern Gotham
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones with my belief
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones 'cause I'm a true believer
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones with my belief
I'm the one who still loves your ghost
I reanimate your bones 'cause I'm a true believer
Writer: Jim-E Stak, Daniel James, Eli Feinberg Teplin, Hayley Williams
Copyright: Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Copyright: Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Zissou
I keep telling you the water's fine
You show up in a scuba suit
So come out to the deeper side
We could be like team Zissou
I don't mind (Mind, mind, mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind, mind, mind)
You're always mine
I don't mind (Mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind)
You're always mine
Keep telling you the water's fine
Megan called it "Monster Soup"
But the monsters are you and I
We don't have anything to lose
I don't mind (Mind, mind, mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind, mind, mind)
You're always mine
I don't mind (Mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind)
You're always mine
Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine (Mine)
Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine (Mine)
Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine (Mine)
Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine (Mine)
Vem cá, me dá a sua língua
Vem cá, me dá a sua língua
I don't mind (Mind, mind, mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind, mind, mind)
You're always mine
I don't mind (Mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind)
You're always mine
You show up in a scuba suit
So come out to the deeper side
We could be like team Zissou
I don't mind (Mind, mind, mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind, mind, mind)
You're always mine
I don't mind (Mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind)
You're always mine
Keep telling you the water's fine
Megan called it "Monster Soup"
But the monsters are you and I
We don't have anything to lose
I don't mind (Mind, mind, mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind, mind, mind)
You're always mine
I don't mind (Mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind)
You're always mine
Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine (Mine)
Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine (Mine)
Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine (Mine)
Mine, mine, mine, mine, mine (Mine)
Vem cá, me dá a sua língua
Vem cá, me dá a sua língua
I don't mind (Mind, mind, mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind, mind, mind)
You're always mine
I don't mind (Mind)
Wasting my time
In my mind (Mind)
You're always mine
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Dream Girl In Shibuya
Every now and then in a far off land
Familiar but foreign, a liminal feeling
I know you know me now like the back of your hand
But can I still get your heart reeling?
Should've stayed a mystery
Sipping on Japanese whiskey
In the lobby bar (ah-ah-ah)
I could say I gotta leave
But let's not let that come between us
Would it make you want me more?
I wait for you (in seven-two-three-one)
In the motel room (I can still be yours)
Dream girl come true (come on in)
In Shibuya
Just a silhouette pressed against this view
I wonder do you miss when having me felt brand new?
An elevator ride, slowest of your life
Can you feel how your heart's beating?
Hate that you've already seen
Every bad side of me
Under fluorescent lights (ah-ah-ah)
But I went to Takeshita Street
Came back more kawaii
We could pretend it's our first time
I wait for you (in seven-two-three-one)
In the motel room (I can still be yours)
Dream girl come true (come on in)
In Shibuya
Get to the seventh floor
Get underneath me
I'm always waiting for a
Knock on my door, baby
Now hold me closer
Watching an anime
Can always come here
Could always just stay
I wait for you (in seven-two-three-one)
In the motel room (I can still be yours)
Dream girl come true (come on in)
In Shibuya
I wait for you (in seven-two-three-one, I wait for you)
In the motel room (I can still be yours, I can feel it)
Dream girl come true (come on into)
In Shibuya
Familiar but foreign, a liminal feeling
I know you know me now like the back of your hand
But can I still get your heart reeling?
Should've stayed a mystery
Sipping on Japanese whiskey
In the lobby bar (ah-ah-ah)
I could say I gotta leave
But let's not let that come between us
Would it make you want me more?
I wait for you (in seven-two-three-one)
In the motel room (I can still be yours)
Dream girl come true (come on in)
In Shibuya
Just a silhouette pressed against this view
I wonder do you miss when having me felt brand new?
An elevator ride, slowest of your life
Can you feel how your heart's beating?
Hate that you've already seen
Every bad side of me
Under fluorescent lights (ah-ah-ah)
But I went to Takeshita Street
Came back more kawaii
We could pretend it's our first time
I wait for you (in seven-two-three-one)
In the motel room (I can still be yours)
Dream girl come true (come on in)
In Shibuya
Get to the seventh floor
Get underneath me
I'm always waiting for a
Knock on my door, baby
Now hold me closer
Watching an anime
Can always come here
Could always just stay
I wait for you (in seven-two-three-one)
In the motel room (I can still be yours)
Dream girl come true (come on in)
In Shibuya
I wait for you (in seven-two-three-one, I wait for you)
In the motel room (I can still be yours, I can feel it)
Dream girl come true (come on into)
In Shibuya
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Blood Bros
Whatever you do
Whatever you say
By now you should know
I'll love you the same
Filled up to the brim
Pour a little out each day
'Til it's not quite empty
And we swim just above the drain
'Til we're just two fishes
Flippin' on dry land
Hook, line, and sinker
Covered in sand
Whatever I did
Whatever I said
Would you come back to get me
If you had the chance again?
Would you rush to the bottom of my black-tar heart?
Would you want me to stop you if that'd take all I've got?
Now we're just blood brothers
Covered in papеr cuts
With a bond like no other
Was it evеr enough?
Whenever you want, whenever you need
I could move in closer or I can leave
If anything helps you or if anything hurts
I will love you forever if that won't make it worse
Whatever you say
By now you should know
I'll love you the same
Filled up to the brim
Pour a little out each day
'Til it's not quite empty
And we swim just above the drain
'Til we're just two fishes
Flippin' on dry land
Hook, line, and sinker
Covered in sand
Whatever I did
Whatever I said
Would you come back to get me
If you had the chance again?
Would you rush to the bottom of my black-tar heart?
Would you want me to stop you if that'd take all I've got?
Now we're just blood brothers
Covered in papеr cuts
With a bond like no other
Was it evеr enough?
Whenever you want, whenever you need
I could move in closer or I can leave
If anything helps you or if anything hurts
I will love you forever if that won't make it worse
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
I Won't Quit On You
Stranded here on Mars
What's the odds you'd get stuck here too?
It might be a lost cause
Who'd have thought there'd be so much left to lose?
Come hell or heaven, angels or devils
I won't move
And I don't care what happens after
I won't quit on you
Lonely astronaut, it's gonna cost
But you just can't beat that view
Wasted like a god, power off
Wake up somewhere new
Now I'm an alien to you
Come hell or heaven, angels or dеvils
I won't move
And I don't care what happens aftеr
I won't quit on you
Come hell (Hell) or heaven (Heaven), angels (Angels) or devils
I won't move (I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't)
And I don't (Don't) care (Care) what happens after
I won't quit on you (I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't)
What's the odds you'd get stuck here too?
It might be a lost cause
Who'd have thought there'd be so much left to lose?
Come hell or heaven, angels or devils
I won't move
And I don't care what happens after
I won't quit on you
Lonely astronaut, it's gonna cost
But you just can't beat that view
Wasted like a god, power off
Wake up somewhere new
Now I'm an alien to you
Come hell or heaven, angels or dеvils
I won't move
And I don't care what happens aftеr
I won't quit on you
Come hell (Hell) or heaven (Heaven), angels (Angels) or devils
I won't move (I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't)
And I don't (Don't) care (Care) what happens after
I won't quit on you (I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't)
Writer: Hayley Williams, Daniel James
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Parachute
Yes, I saw her, her spiraled hair
And I could see it, our life in a movie
And now I'm spinning, my web up in the air
My spider senses, rain's gonna fall
Wash away the life I'm weaving
I thought you were gonna catch me
I never stopped falling for you
Now I know better, never let me
Leave home without a parachute
I thought you were gonna catch me
I never stopped falling for you
Now I know better, never let me
Leave home without a parachute
You told me you waited for me, you said that you won
Asked me on a plane from Rio, do I ever think of us?
And you were at my wedding, I was broken, you were drunk
You could've told me not to do it, I would've run, I would've run
Tell me what was the moment you decided to give up
You could've told me what you wanted, I would've done, I would've done
Anything
I would've done anything
I thought you were gonna catch me
I never stopped falling for you
Now I know better, never let me
Leave home without a parachute
I thought you were gonna catch me (watch me fall)
I never stopped falling for you (watch me fall)
Now I know better, never let me (watch me fall)
Leave home without a parachute
Watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch me fall through the sky
Watch me fly
I thought you were gonna catch me (watch me fall)
I never stopped falling for you (now watch me fall)
Now I know better, never let me (watch me fall)
Leave home without a parachute
I thought you were gonna catch me (watch me fall)
I never stopped falling for you (now watch me fall)
Now I know better, never let me (watch me fall)
Leave home without a parachute
Watch me fly
And I could see it, our life in a movie
And now I'm spinning, my web up in the air
My spider senses, rain's gonna fall
Wash away the life I'm weaving
I thought you were gonna catch me
I never stopped falling for you
Now I know better, never let me
Leave home without a parachute
I thought you were gonna catch me
I never stopped falling for you
Now I know better, never let me
Leave home without a parachute
You told me you waited for me, you said that you won
Asked me on a plane from Rio, do I ever think of us?
And you were at my wedding, I was broken, you were drunk
You could've told me not to do it, I would've run, I would've run
Tell me what was the moment you decided to give up
You could've told me what you wanted, I would've done, I would've done
Anything
I would've done anything
I thought you were gonna catch me
I never stopped falling for you
Now I know better, never let me
Leave home without a parachute
I thought you were gonna catch me (watch me fall)
I never stopped falling for you (watch me fall)
Now I know better, never let me (watch me fall)
Leave home without a parachute
Watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch me fall through the sky
Watch me fly
I thought you were gonna catch me (watch me fall)
I never stopped falling for you (now watch me fall)
Now I know better, never let me (watch me fall)
Leave home without a parachute
I thought you were gonna catch me (watch me fall)
I never stopped falling for you (now watch me fall)
Now I know better, never let me (watch me fall)
Leave home without a parachute
Watch me fly
Writer: Hayley Nichole Williams, Daniel James, Steph Marziano
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Copyright: Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Ego Death at a Bachelorette Party is the third studio album by the American singer-songwriter Hayley Williams. She first uploaded 17 of the 18 songs to her official website on July 28, 2025, and later released them as standalone tracks onto streaming services on August 1.
Williams officially self-released the album on August 28, 2025, under an independent imprint titled Post Atlantic, two years after her departure from Atlantic Records. Williams co-wrote the songs, performed several instruments, and collaborated with the producer Daniel James, who was accompanied by Jim-E Stack and Brian Robert Jones on select tracks.
-Wikipedia
Performed By:
Hayley WilliamsWilliams officially self-released the album on August 28, 2025, under an independent imprint titled Post Atlantic, two years after her departure from Atlantic Records. Williams co-wrote the songs, performed several instruments, and collaborated with the producer Daniel James, who was accompanied by Jim-E Stack and Brian Robert Jones on select tracks.
-Wikipedia
Genre(s): Alternative, Alternative Rock, Alternative pop
Producer(s): Daniel James
Length: 59:32
Released: August 28th, 2025
Year: 2025