[ Featuring MGK ]
[Part I]
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[mgk]
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I fill my lungs with half my worth
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And try to go numb so that I can't hurt
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'Cause at my highs, I'm at my worst
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And I can't fly until I crash first
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[honestav & mgk]
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Everyone's seeing me screamin', been that since birth
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Everyone's seeing this money I'm blowin', but nobody's seeing the work
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Look, Dad, I'm high like you, for me, the pills don't work
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I like digging in a bag, I like smoking 'til it hurt
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And if my eyes roll back, then let the tears come first
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Been holding those in too long
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Faking it like I'm too strong
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And when my eyes roll back, throw my body in the dam
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And them things in my pocket, will you hide 'em from my fam?
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Will you tell the world I loved hard? Can you make 'em understand
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That all of them things I was struggling with didn't make me less a man?
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And all of thе trauma I'm trying to bury probably made me who I am
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Think growing up broken was nеcessary, so I could fix my fam
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And part of me died on his deathbed, holding my daddy's hand
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Just tell my daughters their father would drown if that means they can swim
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[mgk & honestav]
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I fill my lungs with half my worth
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And try to go numb so that I can't hurt
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'Cause at my highs, I'm at my worst
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And I can't fly until I crash first
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I know that it takes time, I'm coming to get you
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Walk in a straight line, I need me a breakthrough
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I'm smokin' a grapevine, sippin' the grape juice
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Choppin' a white line
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It's gettin' harder to face you
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[Part II]
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[honestav]
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(Oh, God)
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(Yo, we 'bout to- ayy, look)
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(Yo, we 'bout to f*ck it up)
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(Ayy, Kells, tell the people, man)
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(Ayy, bro, ayy, Kells, they act like we don't do this, man, what? Come on)
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Yeah, take my hands off the wheel, I'm speedin'
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I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it
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Open wounds from my nose, still bleedin'
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Only you can clean me up, I'm still fiendin'
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Cold sweats, and these meds can't treat it
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No sleep, I'ma party through the weekend
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Kerosene, black smoke, I'm breathin'
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Somebody, save me, I've been falling off the deep end, uh
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All I know is I don't know how to give a f*ck (I don't)
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All I know is I don't know how to give a f*ck (I don't)
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I couldn't give a f*ck (No)
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I never gave a f*ck (No)
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All I know is I don't know how to give a f*ck
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[mgk & honestav]
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Under pressure, I don't got control of my aggression
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Under the influence, I'm 'bout to make a bad impression
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On the dresser, it's some ammunition and a weapon
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And I've been smoking on this shit since I was adolescent
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36s, I'm tryna get lucky, number seven
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I wonder if they got a spot for junkies up in Heaven?
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Leave a mess if they gon' find my body in the bedroom
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And they can listen to this song if they want my confession
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Yeah, take my hands off the wheel, I'm speedin'
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I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it
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Open wounds from my nose, still bleedin'
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Only you can clean me up, I'm still fiendin'
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Cold sweats, and these meds can't treat it
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No sleep, I'ma party through the weekend
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Kerosene, black smoke, I'm breathin'
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Somebody, save me, I've been falling off the deep end (No)
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[honestav]
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All I know is I don't know how to give a f*ck (I don't)
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All I know is I don't know how to give a f*ck (I don't)
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I couldn't give a f*ck (No)
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I never gave a f*ck (No)
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All I know is I don't know how to give a f*ck
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[mgk & honestav]
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Go, go, go, go
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I'm getting closer to death
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Go, go, go, go
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I'm getting closer
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Go, go, go, go
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I'm getting closer to death
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Go, go, go, go
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I'm getting closer
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