Anxiety won't let me be
Depression leaks right out of me
I lay awake in my defeat
Anxiety won't let me sleep
I shake and I shutter
I forget how to breathe
And all I can feel
Are tears upon my cheeks
You'll never know
The pain inside of me
I'll never have
The innocence you took from me
Tell me that it's easy
Tell me that you understand
That this PTSD
Is make believe
That I can't sleep
That I can't eat
I can't dream
Without waking up in screams
You'll never know
The pain inside of me
I'll never have
The innocence you took from me
You'll never see
The memories inside my dreams
You'll always say
That I'm making up my anxiety