Iced Out Heart - Trying Lyrics

I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying
I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying
I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying
I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying

I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying
I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying
I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying
I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying

I just feel like I been wasting all my time
I was in a hole I had to make to the climb
Trying to love, lil shawty know that she a dime
Ran off with my heart again committing crimes
Almost gave up when I couldn't see the sign
Take a look at all I'm putting on the line
I been talking like I'm sippin all the wine
I been thinking bout some millions on my mind
Going through the shit it's hard to realize
And I been going through it look me in my eyes

I been trying I been trying I been trying all my life
I hate that I can't say them when the words be on my mind
I lost it all again I know that shit be hard to find
I tell you that I'm good and it's been years since I was fine

I just want to live forever I was feeling dead inside
I been staring at the mirror asking who the f*ck am I
I'm just trying to change my ways I'm living life I'm getting high
I could never sleep I'm fighting tears I'm trying not cry

I'm still trying not to lose it, that shit hitting late at night
And I still feel your presence when I look up to the sky
My momma told me try so Imma try and Imma fight
I know I did you wrong but I'm just trying to make it right

Leaving footprints on my mind what does my future have in sight
Lowest at my darkest I'm still trying to find the light
Stand on top of buildings I been reaching different heights
I'm still cruising on the highway wondering if you gon ride

I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying
I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying
I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying
I've been trying, I've been trying, I've been trying

I'm 23 and I just started living life
You stabbed my back a thousand times without a knife
They did wrong again, I swear I could've died
I keep my head up everyday, I gotta try

And I'm still trying to love I never found the vibe
A lot in mind I never said but I would type
Delete it all I feel these words when I get high
It's complicated it's been harder to describe

I just feel like I been wasting all my time
I was in a hole I had to make to the climb
Trying to love, lil shawty know that she a dime
Ran off with my heart again committing crimes
Almost gave up when I couldn't see the signs
Take a look at all I'm putting on the line
I been talking like I'm sippin all the wine
I been thinking bout some millions on my mind
Going thru the shit it's hard to realize
And I been going through it look me in my eyes