I'm Loved. I'm Alive. - Heart2break Lyrics

I'm moving on, trying to feel like I belong
Clean the cobwebs in the corner and relearn how to walk
'Cause i think our house could've been a very, very, fine house
With two electric cars and two cats in the yard
But it was time to go; time to learn what i don't know
I'll forget what i've been told
No better time to grow
I don't know
I'll go out of my way to stay out of your way
At least i have a heart to break
'cause i was grey everyday, I had to throw it away
But i see clearer everyday
Everyday
At least I had a heart to break
We made a home in my heart now I'm alone
Drinking wine or on the road, everything could feel like home
I'll miss everything, like a picnic in the breeze
Balboa Park, high in the spring
You and me
I'll go out of my way to stay out of your way
At least i have a heart to break
'Cause i was grey everyday, i had to throw it away
But i see clearer everyday
Everyday
Where'd i go?
I wanna know now
Stuck in my head
But thinking out loud
Where'd i go?
I wanna know now
I wanna smoke my shit, fill my lungs all night now